12/23

         It's been three days since you called me that...that bitches name. Everyday has been so out of place and different since then. It's not my fault this time, though. It was yours. You just had to be imagining her during our kiss, didn't you? Why is it always her? What does she have that I don't?

Looks?

A vagina?

C'mon, Anthony... Why? Just give me a goddamn answer and things will go back to normal. If you can tell me why she was on your mind when we we kissed, what I don't have that she obviously does... Then that will be the time when I forgive you. I mean, still going to hate you for that bullshit you pulled on me unintentionally. That really hurt me. Finally getting a kiss from the person I have had feelings for and then having someone else be brought up during that really broke my heart.

I love you,

But then I hate you.

Look what you're doing to me.

Me feelings for you just won't go away no matter what you do.