~WARNING~
EMOTION DUMP. I DO NOT WANT ANY SYMPATHY OR ANYTHING. EMOTION DUMP.

I don't want any sympathy.

I write my poems and rants to get it off my chest.

I don't want people telling me to suck it up

That that's just life

Or to show me "tough love"

Because I came here to be myself

To express how I feel without anyone bothering me about it

Yet I'm constantly bombarded by "oh I'm such a horrible friend"

Or "we can talk if you want"

And "we're here for you, we support you"

Yes I know that.

Ever think that sometimes I just emotion dump?

That's what everything here is. Emotion dump and I don't want any response. I don't want sympathy. I just want to get it off my chest.

I know I sound like a whiny bitch who doesn't give a fuck

But I'm tired yet I can't sleep and I'm falling farther and farther into this bottomless pit and I can't seem to escape

So I apologize for being a complete bitch the past few days/weeks

I'm tired

But more than tired

And I'm anxious

And hurting

And just

Numb

All at the same time

So please excuse any complaints I have

And excuse me if I just

I dunno

Just forgive me for everything

For existing

For wasting your time by posting

For everything