Sorry for leaving like that guys. I've been drafting story parts, focusing on homework and tests, trying not to panic bout my play, helping my mom with cleaning the house and Thanksgiving food prep, and making sure I don't kill myself.

Oh and I had a fight with someone and now I feel bad about it... and I've realized I've been so much more distant from people lately. At school I'll sit with "my friends" but it's like I'm not there sometimes. I dont care, but when they openly show they don't want me there, it hurts.

So if the person I got into a fight with is reading this, I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to make you feel bad about that. Im sorry for what I said. Im sorry for not trying. Im sorry for dumping everything on you. Im sorry for not letting you try and help. Im sorry.