Guys...

I loved him. And now. On Christmas. This.

Guys I-

WHY DO I ALWAYS LET MYSELF DO THIS

I LOVE SOMEONE

I LET MYSELF GET CLOSE TO THEM

I TRUST THEM

I GIVE THEM MY HEART

AND THIS HAPPENS

I'm crying and I don't want to function. I'm crying over a stupid guy.

Ugh, but I know some people can't do long distance relationships, and Isaac sadly is one of those people...

I just wish it wasn't on Christmas.

I just hope we can still be friends like we were before