So I know a lot of you are excited about the whole Emaac thing. That's fine.

Just, please don't get mad if I don't update you guys on the ship. If this does turn out to be a relationship, I want to take this seriously. He's the first guy that I've ever felt comfortable enough around to share personal things with. And if i do ignore the ship and then come back and randomly post about it, it'll either be that it's a real relationship or something drastic happened.

Every time we get off, I just imagine the worst happening to him, and it scares me. I'll imagine a million ways he could die or get seriously hurt, and I'm so worried for his safety. He means a lot to me. And if we don't end up in an online relationship, which is unlikely since I'm me and he's amazing, I don't want you guys to freak out or think that he hurt me.

So please try not to mention Isaac and me together unless in any new or recent (nothing older than 3 days) parts about it. Okay? It's bad enough that Amelia and Davon won't shut up about it.

Sorry if I'm coming across as snippy and rude, I'm just having a rough start to my week. Love you guys.