Happy birthday to the best man ever! Hope your day is special, Isaac. I love you so much and I miss you. Don't stress too much, okay? I don't want to see you stressed or upset.

Even though he won't see this, I wanna say this much:

I honestly don't remember what I looked forward to at the end of the day. I don't remember what I did before I met you, but I sure as hell know I didn't run inside and wrestle the iPad from my brother every day after school to see if you sent me a message or to say hi. I know I didn't have as many happy days. I know I never smiled as much as I do now that I've met you (and Oscar same for you oscar). Keep smiling and being wonderful. I'd love to hear what you can play on the ukulele, guitar, and piano. Show me some songs sometime. Love you Isaac (do you know how hard it was for me to not our baby or sweetheart oml. Like I'm starting to think we're "a thing" and that makes me oddly warm inside. Don't freak out guys, please).

I hope one day I can see you and Oscar in person. But until then, I'll just have to settle for the occasional skype call and sweet messages before bed. Again, I love you so, so, so much Isaac. Stay perfect and kind and amazing. Love you.

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Damn, that was longer than I wanted. Oops.