This is for Oscar and Isaac, but I'm a bit embarrassed to tell them all this at the moment, so you guys get to see it first.

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You guys are amazing... Oscar, you're so smart and funny and just a wonderful person. I can talk to you about anything, and I know you'll keep my secrets. You've helped me become slightly more confident in myself... thank you... the support and love from you is incredible...

Isaac... you make me feel loved. While i may not respond when you say things like "you're as beautiful as a rose", it touches me. I don't respond because I don't know what it's like to be complimented the way you do...

Both of you hold a special place in my heart... and like the song says, "I wish I could get to you. See you face-to-face without a screen cutting though" "I wish it wasn't so far" "maybe one day we can break the distance"

Now, I could go on and on about how much you mean to me, so I'm just gonna say this:

You both have shown so much support and love, you've encouraged me, you've lifted me up, you've helped me gain confidence, you've shown me that not all things in life are bad.

Every night, I create scenarios where I meet you. My favorite, which was actually a dream, is just... I will always remember this...

Amelia and I are walking through the airport in Virginia, and when we turn a corner, you, Oscar, are standing there. I stand there for a moment, hand over my mouth, tearing up. Amelia is the first to move, taking a slow step towards you. You turn around and see us, and smile. You come over to us, and when you pull us into an embrace, you kiss Amelia's head and whisper "it's good to see you Ghost Buddy" and then say "I never though we'd meet..."

When you let go, I see your eyes light up, but I think nothing of it until from behind me, I hear the best words ever: "hey jesus". I turn around, and there is Isaac. I jump into his arms and he kisses me. I kiss back. After so many years apart, we're finally together. While Isaac and I are hugging, you pull Amelia back into an embrace and kiss her, while she stands there in shock.

Isaac and you let go of me and Amelia, and we all just hug each other in a group hug. I'm still sobbing, and Isaac brushes my tears away. We get in your car and drive to your place, where we sit on your floor, looking at each other and smiling, my hand in isaacs...

I vlogged the whole thing for some reason, and when I leave the next week, I watch the videos over and over, crying every time. The song Break the Distance has taken on a whole new meaning in my heart, both in the dream and in real life.

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Guys, I couldn't have asked for better friends than you, Isaac and Oscar... thank you... I love you so much...

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For all my friends on Wattpad, I hope someday those who have never met each other can someday... someday we can break the distance...