I ask god to send a swordsman / and god says 'look at your hands'

He once asked, "was it hard?"

(the question lingered, she did not know how to answer but she spoke regardless)

"It was like loving"

She could almost feel the blood on her hands, there's no rational thinking to her answer but it was still resolute.

"Not pretty nor painless but necessary-"

He could not tell whether she was trying to convince him- or herself. Whether she was trying to justify or minimise her sins.

"-You cannot experience love without suffering, they go hand in hand"

She was a holy woman, he saw God in her,
is that what God is? A paradox?

(He would never know- he would never question her and rather settles for his blind faith)

Maybe that will be his death
And maybe he will be hers

His next question was different, "do you regret it"

It was a customary question: did the ends justify the means?

Even with the blood on her hands and the whispers of her blood that she vanquished haunting her she answered;

"No"

ANGHARAD: Do you believe what they say about me? About what I am meant to become?

BEREN: I believe you are my daughter and they shouldn't dictate how you live your life.

Angharad Vizsla / Myri Kordes ✵ High Justice
Scion Of Zakuul / Holy Woman

Princess / More God Than Girl
Kin slayer / Limitless / Unifying Force

NELLEKE MARIS, olivia cooke
BEREN VIZSLA, aneurin badnard
ANAKIN VIZSLA, tom glynn-carney
YVANOS VIZSLA, harry collett
ITZEL QUIROZ, lea seydoux
BRONWYN ANWYL, imogen waterhouse
SORIN AMOS, nadia parkes
ALREN AMOS, charlie vickers

CONTENT WARNING . . . This fic contains mentions of alcohol, drugs & drugging, murder, gore, alternate universe, pregnancy, mentions of genocide and war, body horror, heavy religious themes, torture && possibly more

DISCLAIMER . . . I do not own the Star Wars universe or any of the characters, credits to their rightful owners. I only own my ocs and their plotlines.

DEDICATIONS . . .

TO MY ONE AND ONLY sayyadiina who's had to deal with months of my yapping and plotting while I created this story 🫶

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