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Thousands of thoughts run through her mind as She laid on her bed, the images of that time was running like a flashbacks in her mind. BUT what effected her more is that unforgettable image of Ishaan , that ruthlessness that coldness, if death has a face the it definitely will be like that.

Nisha shuddered recalling that scene, she couldn't believe the guy she trusted her everything will hide such a big truth , will be involved in such.... activities.

Was she this much blind in trusting someone, was the guy who was Soo kind and generous was in reality a monsters.

No this won't get me nowhere, I have to talk to Ishaan, he owes me some explainetion Nisha thought getting off the bed, she winced ad her feet touch the floor but slowly walked out of her room. She saw Jaiden talking with few guards,

"Jaiden." She called him softly and he instantly stiffened, she knows he must be waiting for her to go berserk on him but she has more important matter.

" Where is Ishaan." She asked him , her voice was low but steady enough.

Jaiden back was facing her but she, could read his body language which gave his hesitation away.

"Boss is in the gym, but I would suggest you to not meet him now." He said, the nervousness was clear in his voice, Ishaan was like dark looming cloud after that incident, the one thing which he tried his level best to hide was exposed not only that , but Nisha was hurt by those bastard, and if Nisha confront him now the situation could only worsen.

"Well Your boss owe me some explainetion Jaiden." Nisha told him with a bitter smile which she was sure he understands to from her tone.

Without giving him any other reason to stop her she climbed up the stairs to the gym, millions of thoughts run through her head , she knows what she saw was unforgettable but she also couldn't forgot the Ishaan Singhaniya who was her with her in her everything, the one who each day made her feel more and more, she has seen his destruction dark side today but she also has seen a side of him which was a angel, can someone who did such sin can be called an angel,

Lucifer was also an angel Nisha sighed at her thought, can she really turn blind eye to his dark side, can she pretend to Lo .. feel for him as an angel when in reality he was the devil.

She in the entrance of the gym and saw him furiously punching, he looked furiously, his movement Swift and brutal,there was clear rage in his eyes. If this what he does with the punching bag then what he did with those man... she stopped her thoughts before it goes in the wrong direction.

"Ishaan." She whispered his name lowly that she was surprised he even heard her when stopped his brutal torture.

"What are you doing here." His voice was hoarse like he talked after a long time, there was a deathly calmness in his voice , whenever he talked with her there would a gentle and soft touch to it no matter how tempered and annoyed he was it her but today it wasn't there.

Ishaan could feel his blood boiling like lava, his hands craving nothing but raw destruction, the blood of those man even though he already completed the job. All these months he did everything in his power to shield her , to make sure she doesn't get a glimpse of the dark part of his life and now not only she witnessed him as a monsters but also got hurt because of him.

His already fisted hand tightened more, he knows that now she thinks of like a monster , a sinner who is found to suffer for all his life , a darkness which can ruin her.

"I m here to....talk." she told him eyeing his tight fist shaking slightly.

"There is nothing to talk, i have already told my mens to look for a apartment for you , and if youwant I can arrange for your return to India too, and yes I assure you my shadow also won't touch your life." He said, the words felt like acid on his tongue, Ishaan didn't know if word's could injure you but he certainly felt something stabbing his heart.

Nisha's eyes widened with shock but it was quickly replaced by anger, she walked towards him and roughly turned him around her,

"Do I look like a toy to you Mr.Singhaniya, first you drag me here with you when I clearly refused then You play with my trust and when I m living a peaceful life you suddenly create havock in it." She screamed at him, her hand itched to slap the living daylights out of him, how dare behave like this when she is the victim,

His silence only fueled her temper, she grabbed his vast tightly, " how dare you have the Audacity to say something like that after hiding such a truth from me , you owe some explainetion Ishaan Singhaniya," she shouted at him while he remained like a statue.

"You know how betrayed I felt at that moment, when those..those man were mocking and taunting me for you arrival , I was praying in my head that for you to not come because I didn't wanted you to get involved in all those, but You know what the guy I always saw as an angel was actually a devil, you fooled me and played with my trust." She stepped back wiping her tears roughly.

" Tell me why did you broke my trust , WHY , You were the one who welcomed in your life , then why , ANSWER ME ISHAAN." She yelled.

"BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID OF YOU." He shouted back finally losing his patience.

She blinked at him dumbfounded by his words," Afraid.....of me," she asked in disbelief, she expected many things but not this , someone like him afraid of a nobody like her, he can wipe her existence with a minute, then what is there for him to afraid of her.

"Yes Afraid of YOU , Because You have messed up my life, I was living my life in whatever hell it was but then You come crashing in my life, You made me FEEL , You ruined my thoughts, You showed me a life which made a desire a life with happiness and peace and You know what scares me the most that I wanted you to be a part of that life." Ishaan's voice was low but the words echoed thousands time louder in their head, He knows the abrupt action would surely pay him a severe consequences but he wanted these out of his chest after all after today he would never see her and he will make sure of that.

" You know why I didn't tell you because I was scared that You will leave, that You will know that I m a sinner , that You will look at me with nothing but disgust." His words hit her hard , Making her breath to caught in her throat, she expected many things but his confession, does he realizes that he just now confessed his feelings for me Nisha thought.

"Ish.."

"No," he cut her off, He didn't wanted her response to his words , he would rather live with blissful memories then seeing the hurt or any other emotions, today just because she was his protection his enemy's hurt her and future it will get more brutal and it's better for that she leaves from his life , yes he will make sure that she is safe and living securely but he won't step back in her life.

Ishaan has saw the fear in her eyes at that Time , the way she flinched when tried to touch her, off course she would, he didn't wanted her to live every moment in fear of him, it would slice his heart every time when he saw fear and disgust in her brown eyes.

"Tomorrow You will be shifted to Your new apartment and the paperwork and everything will be done under your name, and yes don't worry No harm will come to you from me." Saying this he walked away from the gym, leaving in pool of endless thoughts and emotions.

She slowly dragged herself to her room, the Mansion was awfully silent which means Ishaan left somewhere.

Her head and heart both felt awfully heavy , she slide on the bed with a head full of thoughts and heartful of conflicting emotions.

In that moment Nisha understood one thing she was hopelessly in love with Ishaan Singhaniya, and now She only has two options to either wipe each and every memories of Ishaan Singhaniya or to accept for who he was.

But can she love him knowing his hands were tainted with... blood,

But can you leave him knowing who he really is. Her heart ached because only She knows even if Ishaan Singhaniya was called a Monster by the world,even if he bathed in blood, with her he was nothing but a lonely broken man.

Can you leave your vampire

Nisha throwed the glass of water on her tabled breaking it in millions of pieces.

"WHY YOU HAVE TO MAKE EVERYTHING SOO COMPLICATED ISHAAN SINGHANIYA." Nisha shouted in anger, slumping in her bed.

She knows she was dammed because Damm her stupid heart fall for his little gesture, his grumpiness, his adorable efforts to make her happy. His vulnerability which only she could read in his eyes. His simple touch which set her skin on fire.

Ishaan Singhaniya was a sinner but his biggest sin was to steal her heart. He showed her that sometimes you can find such a peace in darkness that now she doesn't want to see the light.

She looked at her mother picture with helplessness," Can I be selfish enough to be with him Maa , for once in my life can I forget what world thinks, can I for once forget my morals , your daughter fall in love with the devil maa and the now she doesn't want to leave his hand, because even if he is the devil , even though his life is surrounded by darkness, that Devil is the only one in this world who can love your daughter more then hell it self, in his darkness I found my peace and happiness maa." Nisha poured her heart out closing her eyes.

And by the next morning she knows what she had to choose.

"Jaiden!!! Jaiden!!!." Nisha shouted running downstairs.

Jaiden knitted his eyebrows looking at her in hurry it was way to early for her college to hurry.

" Nisha your college has time..." He said in confusion. "Oh... You want to shift to your new apartment early...I will arrange....." He was cut off by her

" Take me to Ishaan." She told him taking him by surprise.

" But Boss is in a conference..." He said thinking about Ishaan orders of not letting her near him.

"I don't care Jaiden, either You take me or I can help myself on my own." Nisha told him stubbornly.

" Fine! , Someday You are going to get me fired." Jaiden muttered walking,but he couldn't help the feeling of happiness that Nisha didn't change her behavior towards him after everything yesterday.

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The conference was going on for a hour but nothing went in Ishaan ear , he just sat there with a poker face, the hangover from yesterday drinking was making his head explode and top of that his fucked up self , laid his heart out in front of her in that confession.

Is she still there or did Jaiden escorted her to her new apartment his thoughts again went to her for the hundred times that day , even thinking about her no longer in his mansion squeezed his heart , he won't see her bright sweet smile after returning from work , her endless chatter which always distracted him from his stress, those late night coffee conversation. Her weird antics, her adorable expression when he glared at her.

" Sir." His assistant called him to gain his attention.

He snapped up from his thoughts and cleared his throat," Yeah Soo as I said....." But his was rudely cut off by the bursting of the conference room door.

If Ishaan was drinking water he would have chocked badly seeing Nisha standing in the entrance of the conference room looking like she is on a mission.

"What kind of behavior is this, who is she, security!!!." One of the employees shouted, making Ishaan clench his jaw.

But Nisha didn't payed a heed to them she stared directly in Ishaan eyes with desperation," We need to talk." She told him.

What the hell is she.... Ishaan thought gritting His teeth." Everyone leave the, the conference is postponed." He ordered Making everyone to look at him in disbelief.

"But Sir..." His assistant hesitated.

"I don't like to repeat myself." Ishaan replied coldly.

The conference room was empty within a few minutes.

"What the hell are you doing here." Ishaan finally bursted out walking towards her.

"I clearly told Jaiden to escort You to your new apartment, he is Soo death today, And you didn't I told yesterday...." He was ranting in anger not seeing her intense look in her eyes.

"Do you know a anger- management therapist." She asked staring at a particular spot on his face.

Ishaan stopped hearing her question,did she finally went nuts " what the hell are you saying, I clearly told you yesterday to stay away from me, You saw what my life is..." He was again cut off by her.

" Just answer me it's urgent " she asked meeting his eyes, Nisha could feel her heart beating fast thinking about her upcoming move, You can do it Nish, it's now or never because this nuts head will never make the first move She encourage herself.

"Yes , but that's not the point Nisha , You are not understanding....." But this time too she cut him off,

" Good, because you are struck with me for a lifetime." Saying this she grabbed his collar and crashed her lips on his......

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