do you ever wonder how much you exist in other people's lives? I'm always curious if people think of me when a certain song comes on, or when they pass through a certain town. I wonder how many stories I've been a part of that I may have forgotten. I wonder if I still exist in the minds of people I don't speak to anymore. I wonder how many times a day, I pass through someone's head.

That wonder sometimes turns into worry. I worry sometimes if a certain someone maybe has negative thoughts about me, or if I hurt someone and I didn't notice. Being a perfectionist comes with a lot of perks and downfalls too. I try so hard to do anything I can in the most perfect way. But I realise that sometimes the best thing you can do is not think. Not wonder, not imagine, neither obsess,

just...breathe.

And just have faith that everything will work out for the best.

So let people make assumptions of you. They're entitled to their own opinion, no matter how wrong it may be. As long as you know who you are, it doesn't matter what people say or think about you. And I know that it's expected to say something like that, but I can't help it. I try so hard to say this again and again so that I won't guilt myself through thinking that I wasn't good enough in some situations.

The thing that I realised though it's that us people, we are very good lawyers for our own mistakes, but very good judges for the mistakes of others.

-Starstruck-