~Jonathan's pov~

Its been about two weeks since my dad came to "visit" and I miss Evan so much. Ever since I showed up in this room I've been tourchered, beaten, whipped, cut. It hurts. When I get sleep I dream I'm back with Evan, in his arms again. His soft lips on mi-

"Eat boy." I looked up to have food thrown at my face. I didn't do anything except hang my head. Why doesn't he like me? He through a tray on the floor just out of my reach. He tied me to a wall like an animal.

I didn't try to go towards the food knowing I won't be able to reach it. The mashed potatoes that were on my face started to fall onto my lap the longer I looked down.

'This isn't right. This isn't how you're supposed to treat your kid!'
I mentally yelled at him as he stood there.

"Eat." His voice boomed but I still kept my head down staring at my lap. I was suddenly yanked to my feet and pressed up against a wall.

"When I say something do it." That was the last thing I heard before everything went dark. And I dreamt. About Evan.

"Come on Delirious!" He sounded so happy. He was running up a little hill with me walking at my slow pace behind him.

"I'm coming!" I picked up the pace and started to run also. When we reached the top there was a picnic basket and blanket waiting under a tree. I searched for Evan behind the tree when I felt a pair of arms go around me.

"Its been a year now Jonathan, and, uh, I've been thinking..." his voice trailed off as he got infront of me.

"Evan? What are you-?" He got down on one knee grabbing my hand and my whole world stopped. Was he actually going to ask me?

"Jonathan Denis, I love you. So much it hurts sometimes. And I want to spend the rest of my life with you." He pulled out a little bright blue box opening it carefully. The inside was red with a silver band in the center. "Will you marry me?"

I couldn't say anything I was so shocked. I nodded my head slowly at first then quickly.

"Yes!" A huge smile was plastered on my face as he stood up.

"Yes?" He sounded confuse so I nodded and hugged him. He hugged me back and took my left hand and slid the ring on. It fit perfectly.

"I love you Evan." He smiled and cupped my face.

"I love you too Jonathan." He kissed me passionately. When he pulled away everything seemed to disappear into nothing.

"Evan? Evan?!" I called out into the darkness. But no response.

I sat straight up. I was now drenched in water from head to toe.

"Weak. That's what you are. Weak." My dad stood there with a bucket that was now empty. "Can't even take a punch." He spit on me and left.

"Evan... please help me."

~Evan's pov~

It's not the same without him. It's so quiet around the house. I miss him lying next to me when went to bed or cuddled up on the couch. I don't want to face the fact the he could be dead. I got to stay positive. For him.

"Don't worry I'll find you." I kissed the picture of him wanting to actually be him.

After Ethan was released from the hospital I signed him up for school. His mom still never called or came to see him. She really is a heartless bitch.

"Evan." I looked up to see Ethan walk over to me and sit down. "I miss him. A lot." Tears filled his eyes. He looked down at his hands and let them fall.

"Oh, Ethan." I hugged him tightly. "I miss him, too. Don't worry, we'll find him." He hugged back and sobbed.

"You guys are great parents. I don't want to leave." He squeezed me tighter and buried his face in my chest.

"You can stay for as long as you want. Now come on, you have school." I pulled back to look at his sad face. It pained me seeing him like this. He nodded and wiped his tears.

"Okay." It was hoarse whisper. Maybe it's best that he doesn't go today. I could call the guys over so they can cheer him up. They haven't left Canada after finding out Jonathan went missing.

"How about I call the guys over. You can skip school for today and hang out with us." He gave a weak smile and nodded. I smiled back and I could see the sadness in his eyes.

After calling all of the guys Mini and Tyler were the first two to show up.

"Guess who's here bitches." Tyler flung open the door followed by Mini.

"Tyler you could have knocked!" Mini hit his arm while Tyler laughed.

"It's cool Mini." I said smiling. I stood up and walked over giving them both a hug.

"How are you feeling?" Mini asked with a sad look. I frowned as a response and he just nodded in understanding.

"I miss him." I whispered as Mini pulled me into a hug.

"We all do." Tyler said patting my back. I stepped back from Mini and inclined my head towards Ethan who lay on the couch.

"Hey Ethan!" Tyler walked over to him and Ethan sat up giving him a smile.

"Hey Wildcat." He smiled and high fives him.

"How's your head doin?" He placed a hand on Ethan's head. He smiled up at Tyler.

"Better than it was." He laughed a little. It sounded so much like Jonathan's that it hurt. Before I could dwell on it longer there was a knock. I went over to the door opening it to see Brock, Brian, Nogla, and Lui.

"Hey Evan!" Lui said in his squeaker voice. Nogla had his arm around his waist in a loving manner.

"Hey guys." I smiled and waved opening the door for them.

"Come on in!" Tyler said walking over to the guys followed by Ethan. They all greeted him and hive fived each other. After their little greeting party we finally started to set up for our gaming time.

"So what do you guys want to play?"

"Black Ops?" We looked towards Ethan and nodded in agreement.

We played for hours and before we knew it it was almost 3:00. We said goodbye to the guys and me and Ethan spent the rest of the day alone. He went into his room to take a nap and I decided I would too.

I dreamt about Jonathan and him next to me. Is intoxicating smell his dimples. His striking blue eyes that would have anyone under a trance.

'He's perfect'

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AH GUYS! I was doing dishes and I got the best idea EVER! I almost had a heart attack! You guys are in for the BIGGEST shocker for this book EVER! It's just great. I'm super excited for it. I hope you are, too. But, uh, yeah and enjoy.

~Nathan (~°-°)~