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Logan and Virgil angst... mention of prinxiety... I'm using emotions I have to write this. So it's gonna be long! (Like me dic!)

Virgil pov:

I crawl out of our bed, I've been awake for a while but I haven't had a chance to move because his arms were around me most of the time.

I brush a hand through my hair, it wasn't too greasy so I grab some dry-hair-shampoo (literally my savour!) and brush through it. I looked in the mirror, checking for bruises, bite marks or hickeys. There was a small bite make on my shoulder and a hickey on my nape. But I could cover it up with makeup or my hoodie.

Talking of which, I grab, put it on and took out my phone.

4:28.

Perfect, Logan will be at our house in.... 7 minuets, that should leave me time to get home and write In my diary.

I finish dressing and I go to take my bag, which seems lighter than usual. My anxiety was quickly kicking in.

I look through my bag, make up, brush, wallet..

I feel my face drop..

Where. Is. My . Diary?!

I quickly start rummaging through pockets and draws and cupboards. I was about to look through my bag again when a pair of arms wrapped around me.

"Mornin.." Roman grumbled, kissing my neck gently.

"Morning Roman, have you seen my diary?" I get to the point, he knows that details about our 'relationship' are in there.

He thinks..

"You didn't come with it, do you think you left it in the car or....?" Roman stops speaking when he sees my face pale.

"I LEFT IT ON LOGANS DESK!" I shout. My breathing becoming panicked and frantic.

"Wait vir- babe." He tries to calm me down, he rests a hand on my shoulder.

"Maybe it's for the best he found out, you know how serious he is in relationships, you should tell him or break up with him." He says.

No! I love Logan... love him more than roman at least... it's just that.. logan is more fluff and cuddles... than sexually active, maybe he'll understand?

"Look roman, I need to get home before Logan finds that diary. I'll.. break up with him when I get home.. I just don't want it to be a big deal." I say, quickly slipping on my shoes and opening the door.

"Bye Roman!" I say, blowing him a kiss before sprinting to my car.

—time skip—

Logan's pov:

...

I hear Virgil's car pull up to the drive, I wipe the tears away from my eyes, closing my suitcase.

The front door opens.

"Lo? You home?" He calls, dropping his bag down next to the door.

I don't reply.

He deserves this, I love him so much and yet..

Was I not enough for him?

He flips on the light.

"Oh hi Loga-.." he stops when he sees me, holding my suitcase with the room behind me only holding Virgil's belongings.

"Where are you going and why?"he asks, tilting his head.

I take a deep breath and pick up the book from next to me.

"I... I am going to live with Patton, until I can get enough money to afford a new house." I say, holding back tears.

Why did he have to cheat? Why couldn't he just talk to me?

"Why?, did I do something?" He asks innocently.

I snap.

"Yes Virgil. You did something very wrong, something that has hurt me dearly." I say, not breaking my gaze from the floor.

"What? What did I do?" He's playing dumb.. or is he being truthful, maybe it wasn't him, maybe this isn't his diary?...

Those are just lies....
I feel my patience break.

"YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU DID? YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME? WITH ROMAN MOTHERFUCKING SANDERS! THATS WHAT YOU DID VIRGIL!" I shout, tears quickly running down mine and his cheeks.

I chuckle a little. " I tried to ignore how every so often you would leave for a day or two, and come back with bruises or hickeys.. hoping you'd stop... I put so much time Into trying to make our relationship work, trying my best to fit your desires, I couldn't give you one thing, I wasn't ready... I really wished you'd understand that... but no.. of course, you only want the best, is that the reason? Because I couldn't fuck you? " I smile, tears falling onto the floor, I shake my head and wipe my tears away.

"Logan pl-" I give him a dirty look.

"You had you chance to speak to me before you started fucking someone else, have this shit and don't talk to me again." I gritted through my teeth, I gave him the diary.

I dragged my suitcase along the floor and made my way to the door, where Patton was picking me up.

I heard Virgil's foot steps follow me.

"L-l-lo."

"Logan." I say firmly.

He stops for a second, his voice becoming shaky from crying.

"L-Logan, p-please let me explain.. I.. i-i.." I think it hit him, how he couldn't play the victim card.

He clasped his hands over his mouth and started crying.

"I-I-I love you..." He pleaded.

"No you fucking don't." I laughed through tears.

I'm finding this quite amusing, I'm finally right, he cheated on my because I was A-sexual. Pathetic really.

"Please logan, I'm so sorry, I know I cheated on you, I was an idiot! Your right! And I'm so sorry and I just want to forget my actions, im s-sorry and I love you so much an—" I cut him off.

I love him too, I love him so much... But... what he did wasn't right.

"Virgil, I loved you, I l-loved you so much, I wished that I could even marry you, oh! I even have the fucking ring I was to do it with. I was going to be so happy with you.."

He says nothing.

"How long were your fucking Roman?" I say bluntly. My hand on the door handle.

"4-4 months."

" LIER! BECAUSE YOUR DIARY SAYS THE DAY YOU STARTED! JANUARY THE THIRD! 2015! YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT THAT DAY IS?"

I cute him of before he can speak. "THAT WAS THE DAY AFTER I CAME OUT TO YOU AS A! YOU COULD OF SAID SOMETHING THEN? BUT NO! YOUD RATHER GO HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE ELSE?!" I open the door.

"Good Bye, anxiety." I say, walking out to the pavement...

Virgil's pov...

"I'm sorry..."

Ayo!

Who's in the wrong

Virgil

Logan

Alsoooo do you think Logan was over reacting? Just to let you know, they'd been dating for 3 years, and Logan was close to proposing, this meant that Virgil was cheating on him for 2 years and a month...

So who's in the wrong?