I fucking hate myself right now. Im listening to "Running to stand still" and this is for real the first U2 song I ever heard and I haven't heard this in such a long time. Oh god im gonna cry. I seam like a really emotional person but if you saw me you would for real think I was cold hearted. Oh fuck im crying. Screw me. Oh thats fucking great ANOTHER song just came on that makes me cry. I hate myself now.