Hey I'm back.
I haven't updated this in a while but here I am again.

Don't you just love it when you have a group chat with all of your friends but don't talk to them? Well I do.

Also isn't it great when you've been off school for two whole weeks but haven't seen any of them? Yeah, fun.

I don't not want to talk to them I just don't know how. I know it sounds weird but I don't know how to start conversations and if I do I can't continue them which makes them really awkward.

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Netabll is not so great. For me at least.

Most of my team is moving clubs and honestly I don't really want to. I liked being in the club I was in before but all of my team and the parents included don't like it. They feel we'd do better in this new club.

As I've said in other updates I don't really fit in in my team. They're all friends that like similar stuff but I don't. There are two people that I like to be with (?) But they might not be moving clubs with us.

I have thought about quitting netball but

1. It's the only active thing I do

2. I feel like that's my only redeeming quality in my friend group. I'm the one that's good at netball and that's about it.

3. I chose PE as one of my options and I need netball for that.

So that's great! I love not being able to quit something I try to avoid.

But yeah that's all I wanted to say really.

Thanks for listening I guess? Don't worry about me.

Take care of yourself!

Bye