I've been feeling really low lately. Like I don't belong anywhere.

I play netball and in my team, I feel like the 'outcast'. I feel like my team don't want me. They all have a close bond together and I just feel out of place. I do try to talk to them sometimes but I get too intimidated and end up not saying anything. I'm scared they will judge me if I say too much but I also feel like they judge me because I don't talk to them as much as everyone else.

At the beginning of the season, the coaches made one change to our two teams. They brought the Goal Defence from the other team and put her to my team. I play- well I 'played' GD for my team. Not anymore. I have nothing against her, she's way better than I could ever be. She's taller, stronger and faster than me. I just feel as though I've been replaced. My coach moved me to Wing Defence now so I play that position but I can't help thinking that I've now replaced our other WD. We both play matches together but it's only half a match each and I feel like I've taken her position from her. She actually talks to the team and understands them whilst I watch and hope they will think I'm good enough. I know I'm probably overreacting but it's been getting me down.