Text #91. 

March 31, 4:02 pm.

I don't even know what I did today. It wasn't me. I did it out of impulse and I guess that's why I'll never get what I want in my life. Today Sophie came over. I wasn't very excited in seeing her, but oh well. We went up to my room, sat on bed and she started saying how much she liked you. I swallowed the hurt and listened to her. Then she started saying how much we were friends in the past and how she knew I missed you. She said that she knew how it felt like, but I don't think she does. I think people only say that out of politeness or something like that. So she asked me: "Do you have any sort of feelings that are beyond care and friendship for Tyler?"

Text #92.

April 1, 6:36 pm.

Happy Fool's Day, Ty. You're kind of an expert at lying, right?

Text #93.

April 2, 11:51 am.

I feel guilty. Yes, I feel guilty for nor telling the truth to Sophie. She deserves someone who would treat her well. I know she does. Half of the guys in whom she had some interest in, only thought about sex. She deserves someone who loves her. But it hurts so damn much when I say that this someone could be Tyler.