October 8, 7:13 pm.

I'm such a screw up. As always, I'm such a screw up. I can't believe I did this. You kissed me but I didn't pull away fast enough. My thoughts are chaotic. I hoped Cameron wouldn't screw me over like you did, but I was the one who ended up hurting him.

I don't know if I'll be able to deal with all of this guilt.