July 10, 5:17 pm.

You are texting me nonstop. I don't have the guts to see them. I have to be more corageous. But that's something I have never been, so it's surely not now that I'm gonna get the nonexistent courage I have and put a brave face on. I never dared to be corageous. I always have been scared of everything even if I denied everytime. I have been scared of what people are gonna think. Of what they are gonna say and of how they are gonna react. I guess I need to be brave, even if it's just for once.