Hi guys.. Um..... I'm feeling really sad right now and idk why.... I'm just thinking about my past and it makes me want to cry...

I can't tell you how many stupid fucking things and embarrassing things I've done. I can't barely go out in public without being cautious.

Also, I really want to show the emo in me. If you saw what I looked like right now, you'd think I'm a normal happy teenage girl... But I'm not.

If you have seen Katie, I want her haircut. Her hair is just basic emo, no arguement with it. My haircut, well, no layers, small af bangs that curl annoyingly, and if I straighten it, it curls again.

Honestly, I'm scared to show people, except for Katie, the real me. I want band merch. I want a specific haircut. I want to dye my hair. I want piercing. I DON'T want to be judged for this. I DON'T want people to be afraid of me if I change. I DON'T want to relive my past.

Someone please help me (/~\)