Always just faking a smile

Pretending I'm happy

Pretending I'm just 

Another teenage girl

Pretending I'm okay

As long as I look fine

They'll never see 

The real me inside

The real me knows

I'm not good enough

I'm never good enough

For myself

I'll hold them in

All my problems in 

Forever and ever

No one will ever know

But they know

They know my secrets

Maybe it would be easier if I was dead

So no one would have to care

Maybe I've thought that before

But it's a recurring thought

Filling my mind

Death

All I'm trying to do now

Is to stay skinny

And to stay alive

WHich is harder than I thought