Maybe nothing 

Will ever

Be okay

Again

I'm lost in 

A whirl

Of confusion

Of my own life

I'm disintegrating 

To fragments too small 

To pick up

To piece back together

Controlled

By a force other 

Then my own

Anorexia

Giving in

To my problems

Just letting the walls

Fall around me 

The ones I built up

Once ever so strong

But maybe I just don't

Care anymore

Losing faith

In humanity

In the world

In life

Giving in 

Giving up