If I die

What'll happen

Maybe it'll be

All the same

Maybe anorexia

Will follow me

To my grave

And never 

Give me the peace

I (don't) deserve

If I die

Would anyone cry

I guess a few

But I'll hurt people

More than anorexia 

Hurt me 

Because letting go

Means that I'll never

See anything again

I'll hurt them 

And I can't

I guess

I'll have

To live through the pain

And suffer alone