" Dad can I sleep with Evan tonight" Jack asked as we walked through the front door " If it's alright with him" Henry said and I looked down thinking for a moment before nodding " Yeah it's ok with me come on buddy" I said fixing him in my arms.

" Thank you" Jack said rubbing his eyes and placing his head on my chest " No problem" I said as I kicked my shoes off and started walking up my stairs I yawned as I reached the top.

I opened my bedroom door and looked inside seeing it was empty before I opened it all the way and walking in " I like your room" Jack said and I chuckled " So you like red and black huh" I asked looking down at him.

" Yeah but I also like blue is that weird" I smiled and shook my head " No people can like multiple colors" I said placing him on my bed " Can I borrow a shirt" he asked and I opened my closet pulling a shirt out and tossing it to him.

" It's going to be big on you" I said leaning on the wall as he stripped down and put my shirt on " I don't mind it's comfortable" he said curling into a ball as my shirt fit him like a dress, I smiled grabbing extra clothes and stepped into the bathroom.

I stripped down turning the water on as I looked in the mirror I placed my hands on the edge of the sink staring into my eyes as I searched them I wanted to find a piece of mind a place where I'm truly happy but the only thing I saw was those blue eyes I've come to love.

I sighed and stepped into the shower relaxing as I felt the warm water working my muscles, I placed my arm on the wall and leaned my head against it closing my eyes feeling the heat radiate off my body.

" Hey" I heard a smooth voice say and arms wrap around my stomach I kept my eyes closed and leaned back against his chest placing my hands on his arms " You know Jacks in my room right" I said as he placed his chin on my head.

" Yeah he is passed out plus I didn't want to wait till you got out" he said kissing my head and I smiled " Well look who missed me this time" I chuckled and he hummed " Yep I always miss you" he said and I opened my eyes and turned around to face him.

I cupped his face and kissed him lightly as I pulled away he smiled at me and turned us around " Here" he said and started to rub my back I swear if I could purr like a cat I would because his hands felt amazing as the massaged my muscles.

" It's been a while since you've done that" I said softly feeling like I could pass out " I know" he whispered in my ear and rubbed my sides down to my hips as he kissed my neck gently.

I turned and set my head on his chest as he wrapped his arms around me we sat there in silence as the water started to cool down and he sighed turning it off and pulling me out of the shower.

" I could hold you for the rest of my life and die happy" he said drying his hair and I smiled at him " I love your smile" he said wrapping the towel around his waist and staring at me " Well I love your eyes" I said causing him to blush slightly.

" Come on I've got clothes you can wear" I said and opened the bathroom door to see Jack was still asleep so I grabbed his hand and we walked out as I grabbed him a pair of clothes and we got dressed.

I lightly laid down in bed and wrapped an arm under Jacks head and pulled him to my chest, he groaned and shifted more comfortably to my side.

Delirious was smiling at me and waited until there was soft snores coming from Jack then he crawled into bed and curled up to my other side and I smiled playing with his hair.

" Well this is a first" I said quietly and he looked up at me " Your cuddling up to me" I said and he smiled rubbing a hand over my chest " Well you look comfortable" he said chuckling a little bit.

" Evan" he said softly and I hummed " You know I'll have to leave when your asleep so he won't see me" he said and I frowned placing my head against his " I know I just wish you didn't have to" I said and he hummed.

" One day I won't have to leave" he said quietly as I kept my eyes closed I couldn't sleep so I just sat there quietly as I held both of them close to me not wanting to let go.

After a while I heard Delirious sigh and shift around I held him a little tighter and I heard him chuckled before he removed my arm gently and crawled out of bed I frowned at the loss of his warmth as I listened to him getting my jacket on.

It was quiet and I felt lips on my forehead " Good night Evan I love you" he said so quietly I almost didn't here him, I listened as he walked to the window and opened it quietly " I will be back soon" he whispered and I heard him climb out the window.

I sat there and pulled a blanket up covering me and Jack smiling wondering if that's what he does each time he leaves I always thought he just left but now I know he is sad as well when he has to leave.