I woke up throughout the night and found a cold space beside me, I frowned getting up and walking down stairs and into the kitchen, I got a glass of water setting it on the counter and staring at it.

I just want him to stay, I growled and pounded my fist on the counter as tears poured out of my eyes, I don't want you risking your life I don't want you away from me I want you here I want you in my arms I want to love you like you deserve.

I slid down the counter and cupped my face into my knees, come back please just come back to me and stay I will wait but I don't want to wait for a dead man no I won't wait if you die then I die too.

I sobbed quietly to myself as my brain argued between being upset he is gone and loving him and awaiting his return I was so shaken up at everything, I didn't know how to react part was happy I have someone and the other part hated him being away.

I stood back up knocking the water into the sink as I slowly climbed the stairs once at the top I opened my door staring at my empty bed for a moment until I shut my door locking it and collapsing into my bed feeling the tears starting in my eyes again.

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I woke up to pounding on my door " Bitch boy you better open this door before I break it down" I heard Tyler's angry voice thundering through the room, I groaned getting up and shyly walking to the door and pausing hand on the lock.

" Evan I will break this door don't test me" he growled and I unlocked it taking a step back as he swung the door open with force " Your coming with me now I don't care your half dressed" he said grabbing my wrist and pulling me down stairs.

He pulled me into the kitchen where I saw Craig smiling sweetly at me as Tyler pushed me beside him " You were mad because you wanted me too cook" I asked shocked staring at all the stuff set out in front of me.

" No but your going to cook with us not sit in your room" Tyler said getting a hand full of floor and smacking it onto my face, I cleared my eyes staring down for a second before a smirk crept onto my lips and I chuckled.

I quickly picked up an egg and threw it at him watching as he held his arms up and the egg burst open and covering him " Oh shit" Craig whispered as Tyler looked over his arms with a devilish look in his eyes " Game on" he said running at the flower.

I laughed grabbing the eggs and hiding behind the counter, I felt flower pour onto my head as I watched it fall by my face and onto my lap, I grabbed an egg chucking it backwards " Damn it" he growled and I stood up running for the back door.

I turned around to see Tyler smirking as he ran at me " HEY" Craig yelled walking behind Tyler, I threw a couple more eggs at him some hit and others missed spilling on the ground he was coming close to me.

I stepped aside covering my face as I felt more flower being thrown on me, I laughed throwing more eggs at him until I saw I had run out " What now mister Vanoss" he laughed evily and I looked up and around before my eyes met something and I smirked.

" Bring it" he said and I ran at him head down as more flower fell on me, once could see his feet I opened my arms as my shoulder met his stomach and I lifted him running until I saw the edge and I dove in with him still in my arms.

I let go once we were under water so I swam back up " You didn't have to throw my ass in a pound to see me wet" he said causing us to both burst out in laughter " I have to clean the kitchen you know" Craig said making us laugh harder.

" Calm your tits "Tyler said wiping the tears from his eyes " Then get your ass out of the pond and help me clean" he said in a soft voice " Fine honey I'm going" Tyler said in a mocking tone and I chuckled watching as he crawled out of the pond.

He picked Craig up over his shoulder " We clean after I teach you not to swear at me" Tyler said and Craig's eyes widened " No everyone is awake" Craig begged and Tyler shrugged his shoulders " I'm sure your mouth will be busy" Tyler said.

I shivered at how Tyler said that, gross dude your family I don't need to think about that, I crawled out of the water turning around to see it was all muddy from me and Tyler disturbing it and causing the dirt and mud to mix with the water.

I walked back in and made my way to my room when I heard a soft moan, I rushed inside shutting the door turning the water on fast to keep me from hearing any unwanted noises, I chuckled to myself as I washed all the flower and dirt off me.