I was laying out in the yard watching as the clouds passed the sky casting dark before the sun appeared through bringing light, I smiled as I closed my eyes listening to the fish splash the water.

I heard a loud splash and I opened my eyes looking over to see what it was when I saw red, I smiled following it and meeting those blue eyes, I stood up looking around before I ran into the woods.

I fell into his arms as he wrapped them around me " Hey" he said and I snuggled into his chest " Hi" I said softly taking in his embrace savoring the moment " I have missed you" I said hugging him tighter.

" Come on" he said taking my hands and running into the woods farther, our laughs mixed as we ran over fallen trees and maneuvered between trees as he would take glances back at me causing my heart to flutter.

Everything was perfect, my hand was in his the air was blowing my hair, his scent was filling my nose and my heart rushed with the feel of his gently hand and caring blue eyes that look into my soul feeling me with joys only he can create.

We stopped in front of a lake and he turned to face me smiling, I reached up taking his mask off and dropping it to the ground revealing the face of the man who my dreams have been craving.

He slid his hands up my arms and under the hoodie slowly removing it from my body, I let my arms go limp as it fell to the ground.

My hands went to his hips as I stared into the blue getting lost as I pulled his shirt up, he held his arms up as I pulled it over his head, he placed a hand on my jaw pulling our forehead together while his hands travelled my chest to my shirt pulling me close as he pulled it up removing it.

Our bare chests against each other and I felt his breaths slow and calm against me, his hands were on my back holding me as he smiled staring into my eyes " I have missed you too" he whispered closing his eyes.

I felt his hands tugging at my pants lightly caressing my hips as he pulled them down fully revealing me, he stepped back and smiled, I lifted his chin with two fingers and my thumb bringing his gaze back to me " Your just perfect in every way I swear I'm dead and you're my angel" he spoke so softly my heart skipped a few beats.

I placed my head on his chest as his hands held my arms " Come here" he said pulling me forward as he walked backwards and spun us around as he slowly removed his pants, he smiled stepping towards me lifting me up as I wrapped my legs around him.

He carried me and held me close as I felt the water around us, I chuckled and looked up at him as I unwrapped my legs and stood pulling him under the water with me as I swam backwards not wanting to look away from his perfectly sculpted body only god's could create.

He grabbed my hand swimming up as he ran his fingers back through his hair pushing it from his face before he gently caressed my check and moved my hair from my face " Was it worth the wait" he asked and I smiled " It's always worth the wait as long as I see you" I said placing my forehead on his.

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" Evan" he spoke softly and I looked up at him " How long would you wait for me" he asked staring into the stars " I would die waiting if it meant I would see you once my eyes close to open again" I said intertwining our fingers.

He looked back at me rubbing my back " Evan" he said staring into my eyes " Yes" I whispered " There is a ball next week will you go with me" he asked cupping my face.

" You can't come to my house so how will I find you" I asked closing my eyes embracing his hands " Don't worry about that go and I will find you like I always do" he whispered gently pulling me closer to his chest.

" Delirious" I spoke softly as I felt my eyes getting heavy, he hummed " Never let me go" I said snuggling my head to his neck " I don't plane to ever let you go" he whispered kissing my head softly.

I froze as the sensation his lips left on my forehead, I started to blush at the first touch of his lips on me I wanted nothing more than to just kiss him right now but I am waiting for the right moment the perfect moment when we are one.

" Will you stay with me tonight" I asked lightly placing an arm over his stomach " I wasn't going to leave" he said making me blush harder.

I finally know how everyone feels, how they feel when you have someone to hold and someone who holds you back, someone who makes your heart skip beats and for your lungs to loss air wanting to breath them in.

Someone to fully bond with and never want to lose that person you want to grow old with the one you never get tired of seeing no matter how much you look at them.