"YOU'RE SLEEPING ALONE TONIGHT!"

"I'M ONLY JOKING BABE! YOU'RE THE TALLEST!"

I nervously followed her voice into the living room holding Bells close. I see the guys and Dani huddled around in the living room with a home movie streaming to the TV.

"YOU GUYS HAVE TO COME DOWN IT'S THE ONLY WAY!"

I hear Hobi's voice behind the camera. It's clear he's the one recording because the camera is shaking as he laughs, trying to focus on the three people above him.

"WHAT IF I DAMAGE MY BEAUTIFUL FACE?! WE CAN'T COUNT ON YOU UGLY GUYS TO PULL IN CUSTOMERS FOR THE SHOP!" Jin yells down and the camera zooms into his worried face.

Everyone starts to laugh at the very unflattering angle and Jin's ears turn red as he takes a breath.

"What the hell Hobi?! Why would you zoom in like that?!" he asks trying to sound angry with a huge smile on his face.

"JELLY, STOP BEING A PUSSY AND COME DOWN. I'M HUNGRY AND WE CAN'T LEAVE WHILE YOU'RE STUCK UP THERE, YOU COWARD!"

"That's not a very nice thing to say, baby," Hobi whispers behind the camera.

"It really wasn't babe," he chuckles and pulls her in closer to him.

"I'LL BE RIGHT HERE TO CATCH YOU IF YOU FALL, BABE," the camera darts between Jelly and me before it's zoomed out enough to watch her start making her way down.

"THAT'S MY GIRL!" I step into the frame and my arms are held up as I grab her, helping her the last bit down.

Once she's safely in my embrace, I pull her close and she giggles happily. Proud of herself for doing it, before we share a quick kiss.

"Eww, they're so lame!" Hobi says before cutting the camera.

"That day was great," I say loudly, and everyone's head snaps around to me.

"HEY! Oh my god, Kookie, are you okay?" Jimin says rushing over to me.

He reaches up and wipes some tears from my face. I hadn't even realized I was crying, but I nodded and I felt my lips turn up into a small smile.

"I'm okay. Do you guys have more?" I asked motioning to the TV.

"Ooh! It's my turn to share one!" Joon says as he scoots over making room for me and Bells on the couch.

He shares a video of him and Jelly riding bikes. She's bickering with him, saying she will never ride on his handles again. She's teasing him as she circles him in her own bike as he pedals forward trying to balance while holding the phone up to record. Next thing you know the camera tumbles to the floor and is faced up.

Jelly hovers over the camera and reaches out her hand. Her beautiful smile is plastered on her face as she laughs her obnoxiously loud laugh.

"This is why you can't be trusted, Joonie," she says between her fits of giggles. "Are you okay?"

We are watching as Joon groans and pulls himself off the floor. "Damn I cracked it again!" he says picking up the phone.

"Gosh, Joon how do you always manage to do shit like this?" Jin laughs.

"To be fair, she was distracting me. I wouldn't have fallen if she wasn't circling me!" he defends himself crossing his arms over his chest.

"Remember that huge bruise you left her when you dropped her?" I chime in, my smile growing at the memory.

"She whined about it for the longest time," Jimin adds in. His smile is so wide that his eyes close.

"She was such a baby, I swear," Tae speaks up as he shakes his head with a grin.

"She really was, but she was great," I say and lean down kissing Bells.

We spend a few hours watching old videos and laughing at all the dumb things we had managed to squeeze in with her in these few years. I felt my heart ease seeing how happy she was with us and all the good memories we had with her.

Bells woke up an hour into our videos, Tae and Jimin automatically scooping her out of my arms to roll around with her on the floor as the night went on.

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"Uh, Kookie, can me and Hobi talk to you?" Dani asks nervously when I come back from laying Bells down in my bed.

"Of course! Is something wrong?" I ask worried as I look at Hobi, who takes Dani's hand trying to soothe her.

They share a look and Dani turns back to face me as she rubs her belly.

"So we have finally decided on a name and wanted to run something by you," Hobi says flashing a bright smile as he nudges Dani a little to continue.

"We decided to call her Angelica," Dani says and pauses. Her eyes meet mine and she inhales deeply, steadying her breath. "With Jelly as a nickname...if it's okay with you?"

I'm caught off guard and I instantly want to say no. Thats Jelly's name, hell I've never called her Jillian. If we give her name to someone else, I'm worried we will forget my love, her name will have new memories not associated with her.

"If you're not comfortable, it's perfectly fine, Kookie. We understand and won't be upset," Dani quickly rushes out looking a little defeated when I don't instantly reply.

But as I look at my two friends with nothing but hope in their eyes, I know they have nothing but love in their hearts. This is their way of remembering someone who was important in their lives.

"It's okay. I'm sure she would have loved that."

Dani wraps me in her arms and starts crying, "thank you so much Kookie!"

I laugh and pat her back awkwardly as I look at Hobi. He mouths a thank you to me and I nod before he is pulling Dani off me and wrapping her in his own arms.

"Let's go, baby, you need some rest," Hobi says softly as he starts to lead her out the door.

I wave bye and lock the door behind them. I go back upstairs to get ready for bed before crawling in beside my mini-me. I'm not even gonna try to have her sleep in her own crib. We both need each other and I feel better with her pressed beside me.

One day down...

I can't even imagine all the days I have left without her. I heave out a breath and cover my eyes with my forearm as my tears roll down the side of my face. Today was better than yesterday and I know I'll never fully be okay, but with time I know I'll be able to make it through this. For my daughter and my family, I'll live day by day until it's my time to join her.

And on the day when death takes my hand, I know she will be waiting on the other side to take my other one.

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