"They told us they'll leave us... But they never do..."

The darkness fills in the dimly lit daylights and the moonlit clouds covers the brightly risen moon. It felt like another sun has rised up, just without the tanning and the punishing heat.

Every day and night felt like mystery and a feeling of something is missing. Like a page from a book has been ripped off from it's page. I can't describe what or who, but I know that it has happened.

One of the teen in our fairly large town has died by killing himself with a sharp stone. But I can tell that it isn't a random death it was something else. This town isn't known for their murders or robbery, just friendly people and elders. But if there was a murder here, police are definitely after whoever did it. But there wasn't for this case.

I still worry...

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I was thinking about all of this while sitting in my dimly lit room and my other sibling are reading a book together downstairs. The house was very noisy as everyone was doing something. But I was just doing nothing.

I don't fit in the role of anything in my family. I sometimes read the books to my siblings and occasionally do some work. But I still don't fit in the family at all.

I went to my siblings and saw them reading a book of The Mining Dead. I sighed noticing that they have been reading that book ever since last year. I walked past my siblings and went to my parents. They haven't been the best in my world, they kept yelling at me that I'm not doing my best and that no one would accept me in the future. But what is their purpose for me anyways?

If only they were to treat me the right way I desired then I wouldn't have been talking like this. But I should also know that they are going to do this until I get out for good. I want this whole thing to be over and make me live my own life how I desired.

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School has been a whole mistake towards me, my family has been treating me like I was unfairly adopted, my friends had been waiting for the time that I would be silent for once, and myself in particular is the bad one.

I can already hear my parents yelling at me to come eat but I couldn't even dare try to come and tell them about my experiences at my school. They'll always respond to me saying that it's my problem and not theirs. Whenever I try to talk back they've been threatening me saying that their words aren't wrong. I knew that if I kept on going along with this I would just be dead.

I can hear my parents shouting along with my siblings crying. I knew that this wasn't the first time that it happened. My dad stomped his way up the stairs and threw the meal straight into my door. A loud shattering sound of the dish and the splash of the food was heard behind the door. Along with a grumbling mumble from my dad as he stomped his way back down the stairs.

I quietly opened my door to see what happened. I saw the broken dishes and food just laying on the ground, stale and cold. I didn't even dare to think about what would happen if I didn't clean it up. I picked up all the broken dishes, cleaned up the food, and threw them all into my trash bag that is filled with other broken dishes and food.

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That night I heard even more yelling and rage from my parents realizing that I have been kicked out of my school. I knew I shouldn't trust those teachers and administrators. But they all would just shrug it off as if it was nothing.

I can hear the yelling of my name and telling me to come downstairs right away. I didn't know what do to next. As I waited, my parents dashed into my room and broke into my door. They looked furious and are waiting to end me for good. They yelled at me that I should just get out of the family and never come back. But I didn't even care.

They told me that I should never bring anything of my property with me. That included my gaming system, my devices, my extra clothing, my bed, and my entire room in general. The loud noise of the parents continues as they let all of my siblings into my room and let them take whatever they wanted.

I left the house and ran off. I could slightly hear a brief laughter from my siblings as they start to demolish my room with their items. But who even cares now.

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I stopped at a faraway lake and cried. I never felt this much pain in my life that I'm forced to follow my parents rule that ended me by banishing me.

But then I felt a slight breeze. I looked up to see a large floating figure in a dark hood and dress. It's presence felt calm and normal. I didn't know what to do but to just stare into the endless darkness under it's hood.

It's cold hands rubbed my scarred cheeks as it brushed off my dust and leaves. I was starting to feel more calm and dull as it got closer to my face.

I can see a bright and cloudy path through it's dark endless void. I see white doves flying around and a loved one wearing all white and smiling. I tried to reach for it but was stopped by the mysterious figure.

"Who are you..." I asked to the figure as it laughed a slight bit.

The figure lifts up a massive makeshift scythe made out of multiple knives, razor blades, and many other sharp weaponry. It talks to me in a dark voice.

"I am your Suicide"

It brought it's blade down into my neck and I fell down cold and death instantly.

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Many citizens from my town has found my body and was crying their eyes out. I didn't feel a single emotion for their grief for me.

I felt like I'm free.

And yes. I am that teen that died

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Hello my readers! I hope you enjoyed this new story I have made.

Just to let you know right away that I am not suicidal or in any critical situations. This story isn't made to make people depressed or sad.

This story is a horror story.

Thank you for reading. May the Force be with Meow