
relationships and crushes
Today the authors will put their words into relationships and crushes. One author is a straight while the other is not 100% sure they don't care much either, the labels that they go with is either Pansexual, Demisexual or Asexual. The authors will talk about their experiences with relationships and other things surrounding the topic.
Sam: Hiya!!! I love you!
Chazzy: Hey! I love you too!
Sam: YAY! We should probably explain who is who?
Chazzy: huh? you're confusing me now?
Sam: The paragraph! We should explain who is who?
Chazzy: oh yeah that. Well I'm the straight one.
Sam: And I'm the one with no real label, I usually (If I have to give myself a label, P.S labels are awful) go by Pansexual, Demisexual or Asexual. Should I explain what those terms are, Chazzy?
Chazzy: Yes, sure.
Sam: Pansexual by definition is: Not limited in sexual choice with regard to biological sex, gender or identity. Asexual by definition means: Without sexual feelings or associations. Demisexual by definition means: Does not experience sexual attraction unless they form a strong emotional connection with someone. So that's the definitions of each term. Was that helpful?
Chazzy: Yes, it was.
Sam: Good, I don't want to seem insane!
Chazzy: Well, I'm insane so you wouldn't be the only one!
Sam: Haha! Can you tell us about your experiences with relationships? Crushes? Sexuality/Sex?
Chazzy: Ok, so I've had three boyfriends this year, the first and the second one only lasted for about 4-6 days, the third one I'm still with, we've nearly been together for two months. So starting with the first relationship, I broke it off 'cause one of my best friends was trying to kill me, 'cause the guy I was with was her ex and I didn't like him that much. The second one was one of my best friends but he didn't really show any real feelings in our relationship so I broke it off there as well. The third one (the one I'm still in) was one where I realized why I didn't really have or want a good relationship with the other two guys.
Sam: Okay, anything else you want to add?
Chazzy: Well I guess there is. The reason the other relationships didn't work was because I had given my heart away a long time ago. Like at the beginning of the year to my current boyfriend without actually realizing it til about two weeks before we starting going out.
Sam: Anything else?
Chazzy: Not really, what about you?
Sam: I need to say something before I go on, okay? SEXUAL, HEY GIRL IF YOU WANNA FEEL SEXUAL BETTER CALL UP A PROFESSIONAL!!! Okay I'm done. I have never had a crush, I have never felt in anyway sexual and I feel like I know more about relationships than a lot of people who are in them in all honesty
Chazzy: LOL!
Well that's probably because you've seen it all and you know when something is wrong, right Sam?
Sam: I think your right! I notice things before a lot of people and that makes things easier to understand!
Chazzy: That's absolutely right, because you were the first one to notice that my boyfriend and I love each other, even though you didn't say anything, I know that you were the first one to figure that out.
Sam: I notice things because I'm quiet, plus he does the hand thing when he's around you and nobody else!
Chazzy: True, and also you know me better than anyone! What hand thing?
Sam: The hand fiddly thing with the bottom of his shirt.
Chazzy: ok, I'm surprised that I haven't noticed that, you sure it's not because he always gets a boner because of me
Sam: I would've noticed it, Honey! I've hugged him and watched him around you enough times to know that!
Chazzy: True, plus you can see it in the way that we look at each other all the time.
Sam: I noticed that at the start of the year!
Chazzy: Yep, but everyone else fell for the me hating him act, well everyone but you.
Sam: I notice things and what you said (repeatedly I might add) was different from what your body language and eyes were telling me
Chazzy: I know, I wish that I was more like you! I always thought that my eyes were like me, not letting my real emotions show.
Sam: Everybody's eyes tell me different stories. Yours told me you act like the Beast when in actuality you are Beauty!
Chazzy: Awwww, that's so sweet!
Sam: Since it was beauty that killed the Beast.
Chazzy: Really?
Sam: Yes, but it was more of the fact you weren't shown beauty by the people you needed it from. You covered beauty with a cloth and disguised yourself as the Beast.
Chazzy: How so? How is it possible to cover up Beauty with the Beast?
Sam: Tied your own mind to chains and put on a tough girl act till it became what you are. You're still so beautiful to me though.
Chazzy: Awwwww, well I kinda had to put on the tough girl act for a long time, in fact it wasn't even an act it was just me. I was always tough, well tougher than most girls.
Sam: That's what I said!
Chazzy: Well it wasn't an act to begin with, you said that it was.
Sam: But you pushed it forward!
Chazzy: True, but sometimes you kind of have to learn how to hide your emotions sometimes. I was actually pretty good at it, for while I was anyway.
Sam: See I have a point don't I?!
Chazzy: Yes you do, Sam. You do.
Sam: I never felt threatened by you, if anything I felt safer around you Chazzy!
Chazzy: I know, but some people do, well except for my boyfriend, you and him are the only people that don't feel threatened by me. That's a first for me.
Sam: You make me feel safe, Chazzy!
Chazzy: That's good to know, Sam.
Sam: I think you're a lovely person if people took enough time to get past the rough exterior they would see the most beautiful person they've ever been blessed to meet, Honey.
Chazzy: Awww that's so sweet, Hun. You and my boyfriend were the only ones that actually got to see that side of me. So feel very lucky!
Sam: I already do! I met you!
Chazzy: Awwwww, you're so sweet!
Sam: It's my personality! But I love you too much is another thing,
Chazzy: I know, you're one of the few people that love me that much and I'm really grateful for that. I love you too!
Sam: *Sings* I LOVE YOU ONE A TWO A THREE SHOO-BE-DOO, I LOVE YOU FOUR IS MORE THAN I CAN AFFORD AND I CAN TELL SOMEDAY THAT I'M GONNA TELL THE TRUTH, I LOVE YOU FIVE
Chazzy: *Sings* 'CAUSE YOU'RE AMAZING, JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!
Sam: *SINGS* I DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I DID YESTERDAY (wait wrong song)
Chazzy: *Sings* I'M GONNA LOVE YOU LIKE I'M GONNA LOSE YOU, I'M GONNA HOLD YOU LIKE I'M SAYING GOODBYE!
Sam: *Sings* YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL IT'S TRUE
Chazzy: *Sings* THAT YOU'RE AMAZING BABE, YOU'RE BREAKING DOWN EVERY WAY, COULD BE SMILING EVERYDAY!
Sam: *SINGS* 'CAUSE THE WORLD IS UGLY BUT YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL TO ME
Chazzy: Wow we've gone nuts for lyrics all of the sudden!
Sam: True, well it's us I guess?
Chazzy: True, so is there any advice that you would give anyone about relationships/crushes?
Sam: Be honest, I'm not even kidding if you admit your feelings you will most likely have the best outcome!
Chazzy: That's good advice, Sam!
Sam: Thanks! What's your advice?
Chazzy: No Problem. My advice would be communication, it's one of, well if not one but the most important thing in a relationship, talk, trust, love. They all fall under the category of communication. Let your bf/gf/whoever it is know that you love them, make sure they know that you love them. That's what my bf and I do, before we go to bed, before we stop talking, at the end of the day, we always tell each other that we love each other. Because something could happen to one of us, and it's nice to know that the last thing that you said to the person you love was that you love them. My parents do the same thing, that's my advice to you guys.
Sam: That's great advice, Chazzy!
Chazzy: I know right, it's true, something could happen to me or my bf, and it's nice to know that the last thing we said to each other was "I love you," "I love you too,". At least if something does happen one of us doesn't have to live in regret because we didn't say "I love you," because we thought that we would have tomorrow together.
Sam: I have the same thoughts! That's why I tell all my friends "I love you" before I leave.
Chazzy: Yeah, same here, Sam, I love you!
Sam: I love you too, Honey!
Chazzy: YAY! ^-^ :)
You made the authors extremely happy, "Thank you" has rung in their ears multiple times now. They know someone was happy today after they voiced their words, the authors are that someone. Content with just staying there with each other. Loving, the author's love you so much, they love each other so much as well. Two complete opposites became stronger friends by the love of the thought of being able to help someone. Simple words that make a person's day, the thoughts of the I love you's as they say so often. The thought of the silence shows the most truth behind those words- People who will love you until the end
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