'you didn't deserve to be treated like that' said he, after the short version of a heartbreaking tale of first love. inexperienced is boring, isn't it? he disagreed and said 'you deserve better'

just months later, history had repeated itself and here i was, quickly learning not to be deceived for a third time. his words repeat itself as well, and i wonder, is this better, because i got the message, or worse, because it isn't better at all. loathing is loving.