January 4th

these stupid visions won't go away.

not like i haven't been tortured with them my whole life but still.

i can't piece them together but i know something is off. i feel it in every inch of my bones and have since that Riddle boy arrived.

Dumbledore had a meeting with me and Ro today, he told me that he wanted to see if he could help get them under control. I know Ro would never tell me to trust someone if she didn't trust them with her entire being, so her supporting the idea comes as no surprise.

how do i tell her not a single piece of me trusts Albus Dumbledore?

he's used her, harmed her, trained her to be something for his own usage.

he's no better than Walburga, crafting a sixteen year old girl into a weapon for a possible war between men.

i beg her to see the truth and she doesn't listen. i think it's because he's the only semblance of a father she's had. Despite Ro presenting herself as distant and detached from what she should want, i know she craves a parental presence that isn't abusive.

how do you tell the only person you really love that the man they adore isn't who they think he is?

how do i tell her that?

i don't know what to do.

But something bad is coming, something really bad.