~Y/N POV~

Today at school was horrible.

I didn't want to be at school and to see the boys that were my soulmates every day was just painful to see. Although I didn't see all of them, just like yesterday. I only saw Jin and Yoongi at school today, just like yesterday I only saw Namjoon and Jimin who again tried desperately to talk to me but no, I couldn't talk to him let alone even look at him without my entire soul feel like I was burning from the inside. Jimin was so desperate talk to me he even followed me into the girls toilets yesterday and ripped the stall door off the hinges.

My headmaster had to drag him out and send him home with Namjoon since I was told he had broken some shelves in the library out of a burst of sudden rage.

Today wasn't that bad when it came to Jin and Yoongi. When I seen them they would always stare at me as if they wanted to talk to me in some way, to coke over to me. Heck Jin tried but I ran away from him but thankfully he didn't run after me, but I did hear from someone in class after that said that Yoongi burst two holes in two different lockers and then stormed out of school with Jin. So really even with my soulmates at school, they've only lasted half a day each and I've only seen those four. It's only Taehyung, Hoseok and Jungkook that I haven't seen.

I miss them terribly but I can't give in to it. I just cant and have that risk of them being that same way with me before. If they didn't want me then why fucking mark me then?

So many questions I may never get the answers to.

When school finished today, I got the bus home quietly, I didn't say a word other than to tell Joshua an Baek I would be okay going home by myself at that point at the park. They wanted to come with me to make sure I got home okay but I just told them there was no need and headed home without them.

But when I finally got home I paused in the driveway when I noticed my dad standing at the front door, crouched down with what looks like a screwdriver and keeping a firm hand on the door. What did he do now?

I sighed to myself and walked up to the door, but his back was turned to me and he was cursing to himself loudly until I cleared my throat to get his attention.

My dad gasped, dropping his screwdriver and letting go of the door to stand up and whip himself around me and pull me into his embrace just randomly. I didn't know what to say but I hugged him back surprised by this action by my dad and also so why he's home before me and he usually doesn't when he's got work.

"Erm, good to see you too dad."

I patted his back still confused but at the same time I liked it. It was the sense of safety and love that poured from my dad and I felt like I needed that. I get enough affection from my friends, as they tell me how much I mean to them but when it comes to my dad, it's a different story.

However my dad didn't say anything but caress the back of my head softly and kiss my temple just to then rest his chin on my shoulder.

"It's okay to cry Y/n. I'm right here for you." Dad

I shuttered at my dads soft spoke voice and I just broke down at his words. It was like a wall just broke down within myself, the same wall I put up days ago in the girls bathroom after rejecting my soulmates that still hurts inside every second of every day.

Blinding tears run down my cheeks and I bury my face into my dads shoulder, gripping onto his shirt as if my life depended on it. My dad holds me tightly, just embracing me in his arms as he always has done all my life. He's the number one man in my life that I could always rely on.

I was finding it hard to breath, my throat clogging up as I start to hyperventilate and my legs give out under me but my dad there for me as always caught me. He then picks me up and carries me inside to the living room and sets me down but doesn't let go but to pull me onto his lap like a child and cuddle with me on the sofa, pulling a near by blanket over the two of us.

This reminds me of when I was a child and crying if I hurt myself or something bad at school happened that it upset me so much that I would cry to my dad. He always each time took me to either my bed or the couch and just cuddled with me until I calmed down or fell asleep.

"I know it hurts honey, but I'm here for you. Always and forever. I'm just sorry I didn't notice your pain." Dad

My dad still remains calm, speaking softly in whisper to me and kissed the top of my head again and rubs soothing circles on my back.

"We're going away for the weekend. You're friends are coming with us and a car will be coming to pick us up soon. I've already packed your bags for you but if you need anything else you just let me know okay?" Dad

I nodded into my dads chest unable to form words and pressed myself more into my dads warmth. He may be a vampire and usually they're not warm at all but to me, his love that he has for me is the warmth that I needed. He's the best dad I could ever ask for and I hope he knows that and if not I will show him just how much he means to me.

I could only imagine how hard it must of been for him to raise me alone especially after losing my mom who was his soulmate. If he felt anything with the way I do that I'm very impressed and much more appreciative than I was before if that was possible. I guess my dad had me for his reason to living one after my mom and I could see why. At the moment my dad is the only one I have that could keep me from doing something stupid, even with how much I love my friends. It's just hard to remove this pain I feel every day.

"I think a little get away for a few days from town would be a good idea for everyone. A change of scenery." Dad

I nod again to him and wipe my face from the tears now that I have calmed down just a little bit and back to my normal breathing.

"D-Dad?"

I sniffled and my dad hums, still rubbing my back and his head leaning on the top of mine with his cheek.

"What is it baby?" Dad

I choked out the words that I truly mean, asking him this one question that I hope he says yes to. I need him to say yes so I can attempt to get over this pain.

"Can we move?"

A/N:

I have seven stories that I'm going to release by the end of the week. I know I asked for people's opinions but I decided, what the heck, I'm going to release all of them.

I just hope you all enjoy them too.

These stories will all be able to read by the end of the week. Just keep an eye out for them and again I hope you all enjoy reading them as much as this story! 😆