~Y/N POV~

I was in no rush to the library to meet Yoongi for my first study session with him. Miss Nan set it up so first I picked up smoothie from the canteen first then headed to the library when sneaking it in by hiding it under my jacket and making my way to the far back of the library, through a few book shelves and then to the very table that was hidden from sight.

I wasn't told to pick anything of the sort to find a place to be hidden but I just thought it would be easier from him most likely if we were hidden. For some reason I found myself thinking on how this would affect him and what he would think of what were to happen if his brothers were to find out, if they didn't know already.

The word nervous doesn't even begin to describe how I felt when I took a seat, sitting down at the empty table. I know he'll find me in here somewhere. He's a vampire so he can use my scent to sniff me out in this massive place. I may smell like a human but we've all go our unique scents according to my dad so Yoongi should find me no problem in this place.

I took out my smoothie from my jacket to take a sip of the delicious strawberry goodness and put it down on the table to start taking out my pencil and notes, along with some equations Miss Nan gave me to practise. To be honest I don't even know if he will show up and if he doesn't, oh well. I'll do it myself but I wont tell on him. I know I should if he doesn't show up but something within myself tells me I wont be able to do that.

Reading the equations I sigh heavily as my head is already in circles with some of these questions. I hate maths, I really fucking do. I tap my pencil on the table over and over again going over the paper until a deep soothing voice spoke from the corner.

"Y/n?"

I looked up to see Yoongi appearing from the shadows with his hands in his pockets but only to remove one hand when he slides off his bag to the floor with a thud and to take the seat across the table from me instead of beside me. Not like I care.

"I'm sorry I'm late. I had to make sure Namjoon wasn't here today before I came here." Yoongi

Why is he apologising so sweetly? He always spoke to me like dirt, with just hatred that just vibrated from his body to me.

"Figures."

I mumbled under my breath turning my attention back to the paper of equations. Like I said before I knew he wouldn't want his brothers to know what we were forced to do. I don't want to do this but I felt this pull to him to tell him to sit beside me, or at least get up myself and move to sit be next to him myself but I push that all away.

"Y/n it's not what you think." Yoongi

I sigh and close my eyes and put the paper back down to glare at him as he remains looking unbothered.

"You don't have to explain anything to me. Now can we do this because I have plans later."

I look back down at the sheet of paper while I heard him grumble something from his chest before I flinched when I heard him drop his fists to the table suddenly.

"Joshua and Baekhyun." Yoongi

I nod, refusing to look at him now being able to tell he's pissed by the way he spat out their names. I practically stay frozen in place as if it were to be the fact if I moved it would set him off but instead again he groans.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't of acted that way. I-I just....shit." Yoongi

I looked at him confusingly across the table to see him scowling at the corner of the table scratching the top of his head while he's mumbling to himself. His eyes constantly battled between their deep brown and crimson red colour.

"Yoongi? Are you okay?"

He stops mumbling and again looks to me blankly, rolling his shoulders back.

"Yeah I'm good." Yoongi

He sniffs his nose and then wipes it with the back of his hand to lean over the table and slide of the sheet of paper from my view to pick it up and look at it.

"This is what Miss Nan gave you?" Yoongi

He asks without looking at me while I do what Joshua said I would do and that was to start mentally drooling over the vampires beauty. His perfect untouched pale skin and raven black hair suited in so well it was mouth watering. No wonder the girls all like him, it's just unfortunate that he will be destined to be with someone, most likely a vampire unless he turns out like my mom and dad then that will be unfortunate.

His heavy sigh cut me off my thoughts and I sat back to tear my heart gaze from him to look down at my lap as I fiddle nervously with my fingers.

"Y/n before we do this I really want to say a few thing first. If you don't mind?" Yoongi

I'm still taken back by his sudden politeness but either way I was curious to what he wanted to say so I shyly nod while looking at him putting the piece of paper down and run his hands through his hair when he throws his head back to do so.

"Okay first, the checking of Namjoon being here was to help you out. I honestly don't care if my brothers find out what I'm doing with you since this is just school work. Because of the way Namjoon was with you in class I just don't want him to find out I'm tutoring you for the mean time any way okay?" Yoongi

He looks into my eyes across the table when he says that and I could feel the honesty pour from him so I nod quietly to listen to what else he has to say.

"Then second, I would like to deeply apologise for what I did to you weeks ago. I don't know why I did that, I don't even fully understand myself anything of how we treat you. It's all very confusing and since I put my hands on you in a hurtful way it's been tearing me up in a painful way, right here..." Yoongi

He points to his heart as he looks down at the table when he speaks, like he finds it better to be honest with me when he's not looking at me.

"It's like something inside me is burning when I think of you and what I did. I regretted it as soon as I did it and nothing can take away the fact that I did that and nothing excuses it either. But just so you know I truly am sorry for everything." Yoongi

He meets my eyes when he mentions the word sorry. So much hurt, sadness and regret were buried in there just like the other day in class before he looked away. I felt the need to go over there and hug him, to comfort him in any way I can to make him feel better but I cant do that, that would be weird. Pushing those feelings away again, I nibble on my bottom lip that curved into a unwilling smile, like I couldn't control it.

"It's alright I guess."

I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and I watched how his eyes widen in surprised to how easily I accepted his apology. I'm surprised myself but it pained me to think I couldn't accept it so I did.

"Really? Just like that?" Yoongi

I nod again picking up my smoothie to take another couple of slurps while the gorgeous vampire watches me, with large red eyes.

"W-Well okay then. Now that I've said that shall we get started since you have plans." Yoongi

He mocked that word with a scrunched up face when he picks up my equation paper, but smiles at me a little when I couldn't resist the giggle that came from me out of nowhere.

We began the session as he explained things to me in every detail and even to stand up a few times to lean over the table to see what I was writing to make sure I would doing it all right as he explained. I made a few mistakes but he never got mad, he was very patient with me.

One thing I defiantly learned from today was that at least one royal vampire in this school didn't seem that bad after all.