When we got back home I phased back and rushed inside my room so I could get my swimsuit on. I walked out of the room to find Leah and Seth waiting for me so we could go to the beach.

"You ready?" Leah asked

"Yeah let's go" I said

The three of us then began walking down the towards the beach, apparently we were going to meet the pack there, but I was overly nervous. Leah could tell because I wasn't really paying attention to what they were talking about.

"Trintiy are you alright?" Leah asked

"I don't want to meet them all yet Leah, I know Sam says I need to, but I'm scared" I said

"I know it's scary to meet them especially after having trouble warming up to me, but eventually it has to happen and I think it's now or never jellybean and if you want to leave at any point just tell me okay" she said

"Okay fine, but if something happens I don't want to be held responsible for it" I said with a smirk

"Deal" she said and laughed

We then finished our walk to the beach and Seth rushed off right away towards the pack while I stuck close to Leah.

"It's good that you finally joined us Trinity" Sam said

I looked up and glared at him, but stopped when I noticed a women with a scar next to him. This person could only be Emily which made me want to growl, but Leah looked at me with a knowing look.

"You and I have matching scars" Emily giggled

It might have been too soon to mention it, but part of me wanted to growl while the other couldn't hurt her feelings. I simply rolled my eyes causing Leah to nudge my side earning a playful growl from me.

"I'm Emily, Leah talks about you all the time" Emily said

"Sam insists your like Paul, but you seem calm to me" a voice said

I turned and growled at the person, the mention of being short tempered made me angry and that just made my wolf want out.

"Jared" Sam warned

"Don't" Leah warned me

"Calm down" Jacob said earning a look from everyone

Knowing I only seemed to listen to him I growled and sat beside Leah crossing my arms with a scowl on my face. Seth came up and grabbed my hand to pull me away from the group which I was slightly thankful for.

"Trinity this is Abby and her brother Jessie" Seth said

I looked up at Abby and waved lightly, but when I looked at Jessie, directly in the eyes it was like time stop. I froze and stood up straight as I staired at him it wasn't gravity holding me down anymore. No, it was him, I'd do anything, be anything he needed me to be, but I would always protect him with my life. I wanted nothing more than to hug him, to kiss him or be in his arms, but when he spoke my heart shattered.

"Why are you forcing me to hang out with freaks Abby?" Jessie snapped

"This is Seth he's my new friend Jessie" Abby whined

"Hi, I'm Trinity" I said with a softly smile

I stuck my hand out and waited, but when he looked at me with disgust and then laughed I felt my body begin to shake.

"I don't date young girls especially ones in cults" he laughed

"It's not a fucking cult" I growled my body shaking with anger

I felt everyone looking at me, Jessie looked nervous suddenly and began backing away scared of me.

"Wait, I'm sorry can we just, talk and be friends that's all I ask" I pleaded

"Wow you must be desprate if your begging to be my friend, honestly get a life what are you twelve" he laughed

"I'm fourteen how old are you huh?" I asked my body shaking slightly

"Sixteen, but not that it matters you don't have a chance with me" he said

"Jessie stop it" Abby pleaded upon seeing my eyes fall

"Trinity" Seth said softly

"No...it's fine he's right I'm just an ugly, young little girl, who's a freak and in a cult that has raging anger issues that can easily be pushed over the edge and doesn't deserve someone to love" I growled

I turned on my heels and stromed off towards the woods, tears falling down my cheeks the deeper I got into the woods. I didn't phase because I wasn't deep enough, but something was also holding me back from shifting. Suddenly the red eyed leech was in front of me pinning me to the tree.

"Just kill me, you'd be doing me a favor anyway" I said with no emotions

"Oh what's got the mutt so down" she laughed

"It doesn't matter I can't live without them anyway, so if your going to kill me do it" I said

"No, that's too easy I think I'll take you with me and have some fun" she laughed and then everything went black