Leah didn't want to lose the one she considered her own, her daughter, but if the world wanted to twist things. The world and the ancestors would truly twist things for Leah and trinity. Whether they be good or bad, Leah didn't want to lose what she had. While Trinity dreamed of finding someone to care and love. Leah did too but just not as badly because she wanted only trinity. Of course Leah wasn't imprinted to trinity they were just really close in relationship. Leah wasn't just trinitys legal guardian now she had turned into more than that. Leah watched as trinity thought over what Sam had just told her.

Leah's heart froze as she watched emotions flash through the thirteen year olds eyes. She worried for the sake of the girl but also for her own sake. She didn't want to lose trinity to someone else and even if that were selfish she didn't care. She had blocked out the packs thoughts so she could finally have piece of mind. She knew how bad it could get when there were voices loud inside your head. Trinity hated that new found thing about herself, the fact not only did her scar stay. She also hated the loud voices in her head that belonged to her new nosy other pack mates. It wasn't private in her mind anymore and now everyone saw what she truly went through with Jackson.

Why she didn't trust Sam right away, why she didn't know much about her own kind and heritage. She might have known some but the girl was still learning and was now the youngest in the pack. She would soon go to school with Seth whom phased not long after trinity was in the hospital. Scarring Harry and sue shitless when it happened but everyone was safe and sound now. Well for what supernatural beings could be that was of course. Everyone was rushing around but Trinity still had yet to meet the others and Leah feared the worst would happen. Maybe one of them would possibly imprint on trinity or vice verses. She feared that maybe she too could imprint and trinity might be left alone.

She hated the thoughts running through her head but she knew most of them would work themselves out. Even if it took a long time she didn't but did mind at the same time.
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Trinitys POV

Part of me wanted what ever an imprint was but the bigger part of me wanted nothing to do with it. The fear of them rejecting me or leaving maybe even dying scared me. Although I didn't know how everyone else felt because I blocked them out of my mind. I couldn't handle the constant talking in my head it made me feel crazy.

"Let's head back to Emily's place" Sam said

"Leah can't I just go home" I turned to Leah

"Yeah go get things ready for school tomorrow firecracker" she said kissing my forehead

"She should come back to Emily's Leah" Sam snapped

"She's a kid let her go home Sam" Leah growled

"She needs to meet the others sooner than later you know that right" Sam hissed

"She needs to stay a kid as long as she can Sam let her go" Leah snapped

"She's a shifter shes meant to protect the tribe she will be patrolling the area soon enough and you know it too" Sam said

By then I left because I didn't want to listen to the rest of the conversation. I felt angry for everything going on from phasing, leaving Colorado, losing my mom. I didn't want to changing schools, hell i didn't want to go to school anymore. I felt drained and empty inside as I walked angrily towards home. What was my new home at least because I couldn't be back where I came from. I walked in and passed very one to go straight to my room. It was in the basement that had its own bathroom and a couple rooms. I had decorated it in the short time I'd been here but not much. I still had to fix a few things Leah had done some for me based off the things back home.

I closed my door and grabbed a picture of the three of us. Me in the middle with Leah in my right and mom on my left. Both kissing a cheek, part of me wanted to throw the picture the other part wanted to scream and cry. So I did both, I threw the picture and watched as it shattered. I fell to the ground looking at the broken pieces and broke down crying. I hit the floor so hard my hand began to bleed from the force of the punch. I cried until my throat was sore from crying so much all in such a short time. I didn't want to move anymore even when Leah rushed in to call me for dinner. I watched as she looked around at the mess I made and she sat beside me.

"I miss my mom, I hate this I don't want to be here, I don't want this life Leah" I cried

"It's going to okay remember our promise" she said

"I can't promise that anymore Leah, I hate this new anger and beast inside me, I hate everything" I growled going to hit the floor but she stopped me by grabbing my hand

"Shh it's okay, let it out jellybean, I'll be here for you" she said and I cried harder