Their distance
I know the picture a both is not Katsuki but Kaneki. But I couldn't really find a picture of Nakugou crying alone and you'll see why the straight hair is gonna be fitting at the end of the chapter. Hope you enjoy this chapter.
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Todoroki ran after Bakugou but couldn't catch up with him. His heart was beating really fast and he was breathing heavily. He ran into the classroom, searching through the room for Bakugou.
He's not here. He's not in the classroom. Todoroki already wants to leave when Midoriya taps him on the shoulder.
"Todoroki how are you doing? I haven't seen you often lately. D-Do you maybe want to go eat together today?"
Midoriya was slightly blushing and really nervous. He wasn't looking into Todoroki eyes which annoyed him like hell right know. He's always like that. Being the shy little friend. But it was actually a pretty good idea. He could distract himself from thinking about Bakugou, so why not?
"I like that idea. Do you want to go to that ramen place we always go?"
"R-Really...? Oh yes I would like to go there. Let's go right after school!"
Midoriya was smiling and Todoroki smiled back at him. But suddenly his smile went. The atmosphere in the room was getting really tense and as he turned around he knew why. Bakugou Katsuki was standing in the door, coming at last minute. He was staring at Todoroki and Midoriya whilst starting to form his hands into fists.
"U-Uhm... I don't think Macchan is in a good mood today. Let's just g-go and leave him alone."
Midoriya said whilst already walking back to his seat. Todoroki was staring Bakugou right into the eyes, feeling so guilty and sad and angry and...
He turned around and went to his seat, not looking back up. This was going to be so hard but it was the right think to do. It would keep Bakugou save, right? He did the right thing. He did the right thing.
The classes today seemed endless for Todoroki. He made the decision to talk to Bakugou after school. He didn't wanted to tell him that he was lying but he wanted to know why Bakugou would be gone. He was just so confused and couldn't think of a reason for Bakugou to leave U.A. He was okay with Bakugou hating him but he at least Todoroki was near him, to protect him. But when he wouldn't be here... he needs to protect him!
Todoroki was deep in thoughts when the bell rang. He needed a few seconds to sort himself and then got up quickly. He went straight to Bakugou, leaving his stuff by his table. Katsuki was already making his way out of the room, he really didn't want anyone to bother him. Todoroki almost grabbed his arm when instead he was grabbed from behind.
"Hey Todoroki-kun you forgot your stuff. L-Lets hurry to get out of school fast! I'm really hungry."
Todoroki nodded and forced a little smile. He almost had Bakugou, he almost had the chance to ask him. He was a little bit angry and midoriya but how could he know? Midoriya has no clue about what's going on between Todoroki Shouto and Bakugou Katsuki, just like the rest of the class. Todoroki had a really long evening. They stayed at the restaurant for 3 hours until they separated. Todoroki was actually smiling and laughing a few times. It really distracted him from Bakugou but now that he's alone again, Bakugou just keeps getting back into his mind. He had another sleepless night.
Bakugou was sitting on his bed, staring at his wall again. What did he do wrong? Why is the whole world against him? Why is nobody out there that truly loves him? His personality was different and complicated to deal with, but still. Todoroki was the first person who made him feel really happy. The first person giving him the feeling that he was loved and somebody cared about him. It was getting hot in his room and he could feel how his body was starting to heat up, making him sweat or was he just crying? At the moment he wasn't even sure. The sadness was just making its way back to him. Surrounding him like thick fog. Taking him the air to breath, taking his will to live... Tomorrow was the tournament and then his father would take him. If he at least still had Todoroki everything would be fine. He would just go through hell but at the end there'll be Shouto waiting for him, he would have hope, but now? There was nothing the was holding him here. Nothing. He would never be a hero. He would never be good enough, kind enough, strong enough for being a hero. His quirk also wasn't the quirk of an hero. And now there isn't even shouto. Everyday he was just waiting to get a glance at Todoroki. To see his handsome face, his pretty eyes and his stunning hair. Even before they were a couple he was waiting everyday for Todoroki. And now? What now? There was nothing here. What if his father "accidently" hurt him bad. Maybe then there would be someone who would start caring about him. Or would he just lay in the hospital, alone with no one comforting him?
He slowly laid down. Not using the blanket cause he was already hot and sweating, lonely tears running down his light pink cheeks. He fell asleep fast but his sleep didn't last long.
"Mum" a small Bakugou asked. He was walking around their apartment, looking for his mum. His dad wasn't home at the moment, so he could play Kingdom with his mother. When his father was around he wasn't allowed to play.
"Mummy, can we play Kingdom together?"
He was in every room now except for the bathroom.
"Mommy?"
He slowly opened the bathroom door and saw his mum laying in the bathtub. Eyes closed.
"Found you. Are you sleeping, mummy?"
He slowly went closer to the bathtub watching her face closely. She looked peaceful, almost as if everything was normal in there live and they had no worries.
"Hey, mommy. Wake up."
His voice sounded so innocent. He was so innocent, too innocent to see what he was about to see. When he was standing right in front of the bathtub he saw that the water was deep red. But as the innocent little boy he was he didn't thought much about it. Maybe his mommy bought something in the supermarket to make the water red. His got on his tiptoes and reached his small arm out to his mommy's arm, slowly and gently pushing her a little bit.
"Hey mommy wake up! You already cold, you should get out of the water now."
He felt like an adult after saying that and had a proud smile on his face. Little did he know his mother wouldn't wake up from that sleep.
"Hey mommy that's really not funny."
He was shaking her a little bit more now.
"Mommy. Mommy. Mommy."
His voice was now starting to sound worried. He was reaching out with his other arm too. Shaking her even more than before. Some of the red water spilling over and covered his clothes in a light red. His shirt was red and wet, sticking onto his tiny little body. Why wasn't his mommy waking up?
"Mommy. Mommy wake up... please."
The pour boy was just standing on the side of the dead body that once belonged to his mother. Still calling out for his mommy, little sobs escaping his tiny mouth and way to bug tears rolling down his cheek. Then his mother suddenly turned her head and her eyes snapped open
"YOU"
Bakugou woke up. Gasping and shaking. He was trembling and frantically looking down and pulling on his clothes looking for red stains. His shirt was wet from sweating but there was no red stains. His vision was dizzy and one small tear was running down his cheek. He had this nightmare before, actually a lot of times. He had many nightmares from back then but this one, this one was just the worst. Event though there was no blood on him or anything he still felt like it. He ripped his whole clothes off, throwing them to the ground and sprinting to the shower. He turned it on, making it as cold as possible. His body was shocked by the sudden cold but Bakugou just felt relieved. His one hand was placed on the wall in front of him, supporting him so he wouldn't collapse. His head was facing downward and he was just staring at his feet and the white ground. Icecold water running down on him.
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It's your girl back with another chapter \_(^○^)_/
Sorry for all the suffering but I'm just trash for angst fics
And sorry for the late update but school is so exhausting... but yeah the next chapters are gonna be pretty emotional so be prepared!
Have a nice day guys💙
-Minuna
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