*Ami*
Amelia didn't know what had gotten into her, she shouldn't be kissing Tom, but the way he had looked at her had simply knocked her of her feet and she had reacted on pure instinct.

Tom froze up and she could feel his heart beat so hard she got afraid if it could be dangerous for him.

She was about to pull away, to excuse her behaviour, she had clearly read him all wrong, which were a good thing, because this was so wrong.

But then it was like someone snapped on a switch and Tom's hands grabbed her, his mouth melted onto hers, soft and warm, his kiss like a man in the desert finding water.

His tongue caressed her lips and she opened her mouth to him, his tongue finding hers and she sighed against his mouth.

Her hands ran into his hair, it was now a fluff of ginger curls, perfect for running your hands through and grab onto, and when she did just that, he moaned deeply.

Tom ended the kiss and she hid her face against his neck, she needed to breathe and she was to embarrassed to look him in the eyes right now, having practically thrown herself at him.

"I am so sorry Tom, that was so very wrong of me, I don't know what got into me". She looked up at him.

He gently pushed a strand of hair behind her ear. "You don't have to apologise Ami, I should be apologising, I.. Oh fuck, this is so wrong".

"I know, I let my feelings get the best of me". She snuggled into him and stroked her back gently.

*Tom*
His brain was running at max speed, oh shit this was exactly what he had feared, why had he let himself getting sucked in ? It couldn't happen again.. It was wrong in so many ways.

But why then did it feel so good, so right, so perfect ? No stop yourself, it was forbidden, wrong and it could never ever happen again, no matter how much he was longing for it.

He could feel that she felt guilty over it happening and he was caressing her back in a calming way, her beautiful, perfect back, oh fuck Tom you can not think like that, focus now.

Amelia snuggled closer to him and he rested his cheek against the top of her head, the only thought in his head was how amazing she smelled.

"I better leave now". She got up slowly and he nodded, pretty sure that was a really good idea.

She bend down, her lips ghosting so briefly over his that it felt like a flutter of a butterfly's wing and still it sat his whole body on fire and he had to use every ounce of self-control not to grab her.

When she had left he slumped back in the chair sighing, relax Tom, it was one kiss, she was heartbroken, it is forgivable, it was a mistake, Zac will understand.

*Ami*
Amelia threw herself on her bed, she felt like crying, fuck what were she doing ? It could never ever happen again, no matter how amazing that kiss had been.

She felt like her brain was going to explode soon, she couldn't find up from down right now, especially not her feelings, they where one very big mess.

Could you love more than one person ? Like really love ? She didn't know for sure.
But she did love Zac, it had not changed in any way. All she wanted was to have him back, she didn't care about anything physical, it was the psychological problems that got to her. She missed his smile, the loving passionate person he used to be, yes she loved him, but the person he was right now, him she didn't like very much.

And then there was Tom, sweet wonderful Tom. Who would give everything he had to help others, she loved him without a doubt, but was it as a friend or something more ? Was it just the whole situation pushing her towards him ?

She seriously didn't know what to do, what if Zac got better ? And what if he never got better ? She wasn't sure she could do it psychologically and she wasn't sure he wanted her there either.

Amelia closed her eyes and hoped that someone could untangle the web of feelings for her, both in her brain and her heart.