You know it sucks when you start to think you really know someone but then you learn they never cared. Or when you believe they were the one but all they have done is tell you lies. You realize the only person you can rely on is yourself, but even then you hurt yourself more than you like to admit.

When the tears start falling that's when I realized I hate myself.  I realize I'm living in hell. and there is no escape. I realize that there's only one way out and that's saying goodbye. Goodbye to my pain and suffering. Goodbye to my life. 

It's not like anyone would care anyway. Hell, I don't even care. I'm ready maybe everyone's problems will go away. because that's all I am, a problem. And I'm not gonna go away.