Alfred's eyes were the size of saucers as he stared at his face in the photo. He was happy. Alfred's smile in the picture was genuine and his eyes practically sparkled. Alfred's hands loosened, sending the picture frame falling from his hands. The glass shattered as it hit the floor with a crash.

He stared at the cracked glass on the floor with wide eyes. It was him. He was in the picture, and now that he looked at it more, Arthur was standing next to him, a small smile dancing on his lips. "W-what..?" He whispered to himself as he stumbled back wards on to the bed behind him.

He stared at the bedside table where the picture once sat in confusion.

That's me... I'm in that picture next to... I don't even know who some of them are and... _____. I'm standing next to her. _____. What... What are we? What is she to me?

...

You said your goodbyes to Romano and Feliciano. You didn't want to leave them, you had so much else to talk about, but sadly you had class. Feli gave you a tight hug and a kiss on the cheek, he told you to come back soon and that he had missed you. Romano hugged you a little tighter than his brother did, obvious that he didn't want you to go and mumbled something in Italian you couldn't quite catch. "You better come back Ragazza, or I'll be angry, and drag you out of whatever the hell you'd be doing!" He scolded.

You nodded, understanding that Romano had weird ways of showing how he felt. You had to go back to your dorm to get ready for class. Even though it was an hour early, you didn't care. You just didn't want to be late. When you entered the dorm room and walked up the stairs to your specific floor. When you saw your dorm room, you noticed the door was cracked open slightly. You could have sworn you had locked it.

Waking in slowly, you grabbed a stray text book from your bag as a weapon and continued on. What you saw was shocking.

There was Alfred, sitting on your bed, looking down at the floor. When your eyes followed what he was looking at, you saw your shattered picture. "O-oh you're not supposed to look at that!!" You stuttered nervously, and started to pick up the glass. The picture only came out of your bag when no one else was around.

"Gilbert..." He whispered.

"W-what...?" You asked in shock, stopping what you were doing.

"Gilbert... Mathias... Antonio... Francis..." He started to mumble names. Your eyes widened. "Elizabeta... Arthur..." Then Alfred took a long pause and you saw tears falling from his cerulean eyes. "Doughnut."

"A-Alfred...?" You asked, seeing he was crying.

"H-how could I be so... So stupid?! I've been looking for this girl, when she was right in front of me this whole time." He whispered softly, letting the salty tears fall freely from his eyes.

You didn't say anything. What could you even say?

"My friends. Gilbert, I... Thought I hated him, but it wasn't his fault... And... Arthur... How could he say that? I thought I hated him too, but I don't. A-and Ivan... I don't hate him either because even through all the shit I did, he did the right thing. And Romano... What a bastard but... He was also right."  Alfred stopped his rambling and looked up and you. "And you... _____. You were there this entire time."

"Yeah.. I kinda go to the same school." You mumbled awkwardly.

"No! Not that! The entire time! Holding my hand as I crossed the street, staying by my side the hospital, you never gave up on me. _____. You were always there." He looked at you and more tears started to fall. "Even when I was too damn blind to see it."

"Alfred..."

"You're the one. You even offered to help me find her. _____. You're broken and it's all because of me and even when I hung around you and asked for help, you still did... Why?"

"I... I didn't want to forget. I couldn't forget you like you forgot me." By the end of your speech, your voice was just a whisper. You felt tears pricking at the corners of your eyes then stream down your cheeks. You couldn't stop them.

He grabbed your shoulders. "No! I didn't forget you! The memories were still there!! I just didn't know how to put them together! Doughnut! _____, you're my doughnut!" He smiled widely through teary eyes. "I found you!"

You couldn't take it anymore, you sobbed loudly. It was like the façade you put on was cracking and falling to one ground. Those words, you've wanted to hear those words for so long, and now that you did... It felt surreal.

"D-don't cry...! Don't be sad!" He got on the ground next to you and hugged you tightly. "_____, don't be upset."

"I-I'm not. Alfred, I'm happy." Never again did you ever think you would hear yourself say that you were happy, but you truly were. "I'm actually happy.."

"_____, why didn't you tell me?"

"I-I gave up Alfie, I know you didn't want me to, but I did. I thought it wasn't meant to be." You said through sniffles. You had finally calmed down.

"It is meant to be. _____. Doughnut, I love you." He gave you a kiss on the forehead. "I never want to lose you again."

...

THE END

NOPPPEEE SORRY I WAS KIDDING!!

THATS NOT THE END!!

There is much more ahead!! *evil laugh* jk but not really!

Wait until a certain someone comes back! I'll give you a clue... His name start with 'I'

That's is all for now!

Until next time~

HASTA LA PASTA~!

(Also, I have come to inform you that I have written my first lemon and I feel all giddy! It's for my DenNor book that will he released soon)!!