Chapter 4: Change Myself!
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"London!"I gasped in shock.
"Yes Sweetie! It's the only place where your Dad couldn't find us." She said wiping the last drop of tears that were left on her face.
I knew she was right, she had the reason why London is best place. It was because London was the place where something very unfortunate happed with my dad, he never told us what happened with but since then he built a phobia of London. He was so scared that he could take us to any place but London.
"Pack your things up!" she said and left the room.
Silently we siblings too went to our rooms to pack our things our up, cause we knew mom would want us to leave as soon as possible.
I went inside my room and locked myself for a while. I needed a space for sometimes. I wanted to cry my heart's out. I wanted to slap my dad, but then suddenly I started failing on my own. I wanted to kill myself. That every moment that I spent with my dad, my family, were the best that I ever spent in my life. I started hating every moment of that now. Slowly I buried my hands in my face and after hours of crying and sobbing I finally fell asleep on floor.
Suddenly I woke up at the sound of heavy knocking on the door.
I stood up wiped my tears and rushed to open the door. Arpit was standing there.
"Hey Princess! Mom's waiting for dinner," he said.
"Wait Dinner? How long have I been in this room," I asked in shocked, cause as far as I remember I came back from school 9 AM, and then when the dad thing happened. It was 10.
"11 hours!" he said and smiled. "Mom didn't wanted us to disturb you. She knew you will fall asleep." he added further and tapped my right shoulder and leaned towards me and kissed me on forehead.
"Come down!" he said and left.
I quickly changed into my night clothes and rushed downstairs. I saw that everybody was already in their place. Everybody except my dad.
"Hey sweetie!" mom said as soon as she saw me.
"Come let's have this tasty food that I cooked for you all," she said and forced a smile on her face. "You know today I cooked everyone's favourite food," she added and started serving chicken Mc. Gravy in my plate. While I took my seat between Arpit and Mom. Then she gave me rice, knowing how much I love it. I know my mom wanted us to be happy and she want to do everything to make us happy. I just love her.
Whatever happened today just made me hate my dad to eternity and I know that I would never forgive him, ever. Not only him I started hating all the boys and men around me. And I promised myself that I would never let boys enter my life. But also decided something very different. I will change myself. A part of me was happy that I will not have to see those rascals anymore who used to threaten me every day, who bullied me to hell, but a part f me was sad too cause who might know that I may find bigger rascals in new school. So I decided, and I needed to put the idea in front my Family.
I knew my mom didn't wanted us to feel that we cannot happy in life without my father. And I also knew that she was more broken than from any of us from inside. I knew every time I saw my parents they were always happy laughing and kissing each other. But it was gone. Long Gone!
There was an unknown silence on the table. Someone needed to break the ice so I decided to be the one.
"Mom!" I said. I had made a strange decision. I before imply it I need to know what my mom or my brothers think about it.
"Will you agree to let me be what I want to be!" I said.
"Anything you want! I know you will always do right for yourself." she said and smiled and I know that was genuine.
"Mom! I don't want to go in our new school with this identity!" I told her and then took a deep breath.
""Of Course honey I will change your name and for the name your surname too." she replied putting a spoonful of desert in her mouth.
"If you say I want my name to be Mandy Stewart!" I told her looking straight into her eyes.
"But that's a boy's name!" she and my brothers said altogether with a gasp.
"Yes mom, I not only want to change my name I want to change myself," I said and smirked.
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