so as many of you guys know, i have a cat. i did a whole chapter with her in my old worthless book(https://my.w.tt/UiNb/Ip8x4JrCXN).

well, a few weeks ago, we found out she has lymphoma, a urinary tract infection, and fluids in her abdomen. today, we took her back to the vet because she was really shaky and hadn't been able to use her litter box.

and when my mom got home, she sat my brother and i down. she had lost a lot of muscle(which chased her to be shaky and fall a lot) and they could see her spine(VERY BAD). i thought "oh, where's the medicine then? there's stuff to help that!"

no, there isn't. my mom made an appointment to put her down tomorrow. if not, she would only have a few days left to live, at the most. and 3 years ago today, we had to put down my other cat, her brother, Higgins.

Merlot wasn't parents first cat, and first child. she's one year older than i am. and i've had her all my life. first losing her brother, then her. so i don't think i'll be back here for a while.

so here's my final goodbye to her.

she's such a good cat and i couldn't have asked for a better first pet.

anyways

that's all

bye guys