Fire is full of feelings. You're just not able to see it. It can be angry, graceful and It is much like humans. Fire can also be beautiful.

It comes in different shades. Blue and orange. It may seem not very diverse but, you are wrong. Fire is made of feelings by its color, showing you how much emotion it has. If it is orange it has less emotion and blue, has way too much. Blue burns the brightest, and strikes our eyes much more easily than the ones without a ton of emotion.

I love when I see blue fire it makes me look at it for hours. If I look away I feel cold and helpless. Id just continue my stare until it dies down. I'd immediately grab a lighter and feed the flames. It would begin to grow, once more. Fire no matter the color is always graceful I feel. It sways back and forth so calmly without a care in the world. Each burning piece of it sways. It sometimes gets too excited and a piece shoots off onto my carpet. I would place my hand on it to feel it's love. However, I feel nothing.

Fire is like us. If we have it we express it. If we don't we hide it away and we crawl into a ball until we die. If you place your hand on the burning embers and you feel no sign of pain. That means you are dying and you are an orange flame. You will not last long sadly. If you feel a sharp burn, congrats you are blue. It's actually kinda funny. How can one person survive without being blue. I always look in people's eyes. I can tell their flame just by the way they look back at me. That is the only way I know how much burning flame in their heart.

Sometimes they look at me quick. Their faces don't squint. They just look at my eyes then continue what they were doing. Those people are the dying orange. Sometimes you don't even know it until, it is too late. People who look at me strangely and turn away slowly however, are showing me the greatness of being blue.

Even people who cut and purge they may be blue. If they feel sad and hurt then they are blue. Almost all people are blue but, they don't even know it! I wish I was blue.

I'm not orange or blue. I show the signs of blue but, inside I feel nothing. I can't tell which ember I am and it burns me. I suppose pain is a feeling but, still. You can't survive off of pain. Pain is just some support to the large building of emotions. My skin is darkened in some places. This is because I want to feel the burn. I want to be in tons of pain. I just can't!

I hate when people kill themselves when they have the blue flame in their torn apart hearts. The flames may always have been seen as destructive but, it can definitely fix you up. It may not work like glue or tape but, over time you will heal. I would do ANYTHING FOR THE BLUE!

I'm starting to fade away. I see my once bright body turn into ash. I'm not going to be around much longer. I may get the blue, if I continue to try! I want everyone to understand, only one sentence. Try for the blue, and keep the blue. I would love me and others to know exactly what emotion is right now.

I need you to remember me. When I fade away into ash. I'm going to need you to tell others about the flames in their hearts and eyes. They need to know that they are special and idolized to some people and that I'm routing for them. Don't let the cold air blow out that strong fire inside you.

Please don't go. I still have more I need to tell.