Chapter 9: Perfect Saviour
Y/N's POV
As the door flew open Hoseok was immediately pulled off of me, I had tears streaming down my cheeks and my heart was racing, I looked up to see Jimin gripping Hoseoks wrists, "what the fuck do you think you're doing!?" He almost screamed in the olders face making me blush and my heart flutter a little for some reason.
"Jimin get off we were just having fun-" Hoseok started but Jimin swung his fist and punched him in the jaw, I gasped and gripped his arm, he's so muscular... ahem that's not the focus right now!
"It doesn't look like Y/N was having much fun! You can't have honestly looked at the way she was and thought she was okay with that, you just sexually assaulted her Hoseok... You can't stay here, get out of my house." He said the end calmly but sternly as I gripped his bicep and hid myself half behind his body, unsure of what else to do...
Hoseok was about to protest but Jimin flinched towards him as soon as Hoseok opened his mouth making him stop himself. The older looked at me with guilt finally showing on his face as he made his way out of the room.
He shut the door behind him and Jimin turned to look at my tear streaked face, I probably looked red and patchy and disgusting.
"Thank you Jimin." I mumbled and sniffed a little.
He gently wrapped his arms around me and I collapsed into his chest, "I'm so sorry you had to deal with that Y/N... I promise I won't let it happen again..." He mumbled sweetly into my shoulder.
I could feel my heart beat picking up again but for an entirely different and much better reason this time.
It felt like time froze, his arms hung loosely around my waist as mine practically ripped right through his shirt over his shoulders, he smelt like strawberries and like other food, clearly what his mother had been cooking downstairs, but he also just smelt like Jimin, and it was addicting, I never wanted to let go...
However, when he eventually started to release his grip on me, we broke the hug and I smiled at him weakly, "Okay, well I was coming up to tell you that dinner will be ready in 5 minutes, but if you're too shaken up then you don't have to come down, I can bring your food up here it's not a problem at all." He offered and I felt my cheeks blushing a slight pink.
"I'll be fine Jiminie, thank you." I grinned, he smiled sympathetically and wiped his thumb over my cheek where one of my tears was still trickling- making my heart skip a beat, his chocolate eyes flicked between each of mine for a moment before he blinked a few times and cleared his throat, "uh, okay, well I should get back downstairs, uhm, see you in 5." He moved his hands away from me and put his arms back to his sides before smiling awkwardly and leaving the room.
I couldn't help but let my stomach knot a little in disappointment that nothing more had happened, but I only allowed myself to sigh deeply and start to get ready with only 5 minutes to spare.
Once I had used a dash of makeup to hide the redness from all my crying and changed into slightly more appropriate clothes for dinner, I was in perfect timing to go downstairs.
(Without the bag)
It suddenly flooded my mind that I wasn't sure whether Jungkook was going to be sitting with us to eat, or whether he was still upset from earlier and was going to stay away from me, I really want to fix things with him.
Of course I love him.
So much.
But just not the same way he loves me.
I hesitated and took a shaky breath before heading out of my room and nervously making my way downstairs.
Before I could enter the dining room I heard a small, yet immediately recognisable voice, quietly call my name, I turned and saw Jungkook frowning, unable to look at me.
I felt tears prickling my eyes as I moved away from the doorframe and towards the glum looking boy before me, "Jungkook?" I mumbled and he finally let his gaze meet my own.
"I'm so sorry Y/N-ah... I love you, I really do, but I know you don't love me back, even though it hurts, I shouldn't have lashed out at you because it's not in your control. I'm sorry for being selfish and I'm sorry about what happened with Hobi..." He apologised and my eyes went wide.
How does he know about Hobi?
He continued to explain before I could ask, as though he was reading my mind, "The jerk explained everything as I caught him on his way out, I was tempted to beat the shit out of him for even looking at you in that light let alone acting upon it, but I knew that I just needed to fix things with you first."
He sighed and I nodded after taking in his words, "I'm sorry too Jungkook, I'm sorry I don't feel the way you do, I wish I did so I didn't have to see you this way but I can't. Thank you for talking to me again." I responded and gave him a small smile before bringing him in to hug me.
We hugged for a short while until we both pulled back with smiles now on our faces before walking into the dining room together, Tae was already at the table with Jimin and I noticed the eye contact that the younger gave to my brother with a cute reassuring smile.
It seemed Taehyung had gotten to talk to Jungkook about things after all and even though I didn't know what they had spoken about, I'm thankful that Tae helped Jungkook feel better.
Jimin also smiled at Jungkook quickly before looking over to me, I watched his eyes trail over my body like they seem to every time I walk into a room where he's already present, it still doesn't fail to make me flush red.
When we caught eye contact again I grinned and he gulped before smiling, "you got ready fast." He mumbled and I giggled, "I guess I'm used to having a curfew to getting ready every morning in Fantasia." I explained and Tae nodded in understanding.
Jungkook and I sat down just as Chloris came into the room with a tray, "Jimin honey would you mind grabbing the last of it?" She asked and he nodded before getting up, I also stood and followed him to the kitchen.
"What are you doing Y/N?" He asked while picking up two of the three trays left, "I'm helping" I responded before lifting the final tray, he laughed a little and shook his head before thanking me as we walked back to the dining room.
"Y/N darling you didn't need to go do that!" Chloris scolded sweetly as I placed the final tray on the table, "I wanted to help, I never really do anything to help, so I wanted to for once." I smiled and everyone grinned at me making me blush.
Suddenly we heard the front door open and shuffling footsteps towards where we were eating, Hoseok appeared in the doorway with a guilty expression not looking anyone in the eye, "Hobi honey where have you been? You're just in time for dinner come sit down." Chloris smiled and Hoseok slowly looked at her and forced a smile before coming to sit down.
We continued to eat and I avoided all contact with the late comer until we had finished. Once I started to leave the table I was stopped by the person I wanted to talk to the least at that moment, "Y/N... Can we talk? Please?" Hoseok asked me with watery eyes and a frown.
I sighed and looked at him, "what about, Hoseok?" I huffed and he took a deep breath, "I'm really truly sorry for how I acted, you know I used to think you were beautiful before I even knew you, so I think that when I met you my body slowly started failing to hold back, there's no excuse for what I did and I'd understand if you won't forgive me, but I am so sorry."
I couldn't get myself to look him dead on the eye as I nodded slightly, "it's alright Hobi, I forgive you. I think I'll just need a little space for a while, that's all." I managed to smile slightly and look back at him for a split second.
I saw him nod in my perpetual vision before stepping to the side and allowing me to walk back to my own room, past the others all playing some game in Jimin's bedroom.
Well I tried to walk past anyway.
"Y/N! Come in here!" I heard Tae's deep voice call to me from inside the room and hesitated for a moment, "why?" I asked and turned slightly towards the door to see them all sitting on the floor.
Hoseok then came up the stairs and they called us both inside.
I reluctantly entered after Hobi did and sat down next to Jungkook, "We're playing Truth or Dare!" Jungkook explained.
I frowned.
"What's that?" I asked and Jungkook smiled his cute little bunny smile, "don't worry, Jimin had to explain to Tae and I too, Hoseok do you know how to play?" He then asked and Hobi nodded enthusiastically.
"Basically, we take it in turns to spin this bottle and who ever spun it has to ask whoever it landed on 'truth or dare' if you choose truth then they ask a question you have to answer, if you choose dare then they tell you to do something super random! And no backsies!" My younger brother explained excitedly and I tried to understand everything.
I slowly nodded while still trying to make sense of the so called game.
It was Tae spinning first, the bottle span as we all watched in silence, it slowed down and finally stopped on Jungkook, the younger chose truth because he was still new to this and nervous to be the first to choose dare, "hmmm... If you had to kiss any guy in the room who would it be?" Tae squealed excitedly on his knees.
Jungkook went red and looked to Jimin for help, "you have to answer Jungkookie it's the rules!" Jimin giggled and Jungkook started to look at all three guys, everyone was laughing and I started to think that this game was going to be a lot of fun!
"Oh uhm... I don't know hyungs! Ugh this is embarrassing... Fine... Probably you TaeTae." Jungkook finally huffed and Tae stopped laughing and went red as well, this just made us remaining three laugh even more, "oh... well thank you Jungkook..." Tae coughed awkwardly and now it was Jungkook's turn to spin.
He spam the bottle after calming down his blush for a moment and we waited till it slowed and landed on me, I felt my heart rate quicken as I suddenly found this less fun... "Truth or Dare Noona?" Jungkook smirked, probably wanting to get revenge on me for laughing at him.
Since truth made Jungkook so embarrassed I didn't want that for myself so instead I chose dare, still not fully grasping the concept of the game, "uh oh bad choice! I dare you to kiss Taehyung!" He shouted and I whipped my head to look wide eyed at the aforementioned boy.
Tae looked just as shocked as I did and we both looked back to Jungkook, "wait why me!?" Tae asked and I agreed, "because of the circumstances with Hobi and also Jimin has a girlfriend, so you're the last option, besides you embarrassed me." Jungkook shrugged.
I gulped and looked at everyone else, Hoseok looked awkward and I could tell he was still beating himself up over his actions from earlier, but Jimin just looked blank, like he didn't know what to think about.
He probably just didn't care and wanted something more exciting to happen.
I wanted him to be jealous, maybe then he'd like me, maybe it's a good thing I'm kissing Tae...
I turned back to Taehyung who was staring at me before I sighed and shuffled across the circle to him, he just started to look more nervous as he gulped, "wait you're actually doing this?" He mumbled and I nodded, "I have to Tae." I mumbled back.
When I was close enough the others had fallen silent, until Jungkook broke it, "a proper kiss, not just a peck." He informed and I dampened my lips quickly.
Tae did the same before I rested my hands on his shoulders and leant forwards, our eyes were locked until I was close enough to close mine, I felt his warm breath on my lips before I pushed a fraction closer and opened my eyes again for a split second to see his closed before re-closing mine.
I moved my lips against his and he was immediately kissing me back, I couldn't stop my mind from imagining Tae's lips being Jimin's in that moment, it got a little more heated as his hands found my waist and mine travelled to his hair.
His hands gripped my hips and I gasped, he moved his tongue and mine met his in a battle between our lips, I pictured Jimin doing all of this to me... I started to tug on his hair gently and his fingers went under my shirt still at my waist.
I whimpered slightly and was about to pull myself closer to his body when I heard Jimin clear his throat behind us. I snapped away from Tae and we were both blushing like mad while panting slightly.
I looked back into his eyes and bit my lip before moving back to my seat, everyone was awkwardly silent and I couldn't bring myself to look at anything but the floor, "maybe we should stop for tonight." I heard Tae's voice break the silence and someone stand off the floor, I looked up to see Jimin walking to his bed with a slight frown adorning his features.
I frowned at the sight before looking around briefly and standing as well, we filed out of Jimin's bedroom and the others entered their rooms except Tae.
"I'm sorry for making that awkward." He blushed and I shook my head, "Oh no it wasn't you at all, I shouldn't have been acting so needy, ugh it's so embarrassing I'm so sorry TaeTae." I apologised and he laughed a little, "We're still good right? Just plain old friends that kissed once cause of a game..?" He asked and I nodded hurriedly.
"Yes of course, thank god, I'm glad you're fine with this, thank you Taehyung." I sighed and we both laughed a little before hugging quickly, saying goodnight, and heading to our separate rooms.
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- A.N.
I'm sorry this chapter took so long and was super boring I'm in the middle of mocks right now and this was basically a filler chapter before the next big thing happens.
I've written out the storyline to this and I'm actually worried it's not very exciting...
But like I hope it'll turn out okay
Thank you for reading I hope you liked it!
> Jazzi :)
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