Y/N's POV

After we got back to the stables and I said goodbye to Blake, Jimin took us all to a cafe to get some lunch for the walk back to his home, Jungkook hadn't spoken to me since the incident in the woods...

I didn't know how to tell him how I felt...

We had all been sat out in the sun of the Park household's garden for an hour now, we were laughing and joking around with each other but I was just trying my hardest to think of a way to break the news to Jungkook, I did feel extremely guilty, since I had gone along with the kiss as well, probably giving him false hope.

As I was staring into space I didn't notice the exact boy that consumed my thoughts come and sit beside me, "hey uh, Y/N, are you okay? You've seemed off since, you know..." he looked nervous as I watched him gulp and start fiddling pointlessly with his fingers.

The others were off by the pool, just dipping their feet in, so I figured now would be a good enough time to just spit it out, "No Jungkook... I'm not alright actually." I mumbled and he looked at me with wide eyes, "oh..." was all he mumbled before lowering his head.

"I'm really sorry Jungkook I shouldn't have kissed you, I only see you as my brother and my friend..." My stomach was riddled with guilt as he looked back up to me for a split second with tears in his eyes before blinking, sighing and looking away.

"It's fine... I should've known anyway, from the way you look at Jimin." He then scoffed, getting angry now. My eyes widened and my cheeks reddened as he had figured it out so quickly and easily, I let my eyes wander over to the said boy who was laughing with Hoseok and Taehyung splashing in the pool.

"W-What do you mean?" I gulped nervously, looking back at him, he looked up at me with a glare, "before you even met the guy you were fantasising about being with him, I saw it every time someone even mentioned his name, well sucks to be you when he has a girlfriend!" I frowned at his harsh words as tears prickled my eyes.

"You know what Jungkook, I thought that because you're my brother you would understand and maybe even help me through this, if you cared obviously, but you're being selfish, I said I was sorry that I didn't reciprocate your feelings but that doesn't mean you need to be a jerk about the feelings I do have." I ranted, not fully shouting as the others could have heard, as a few tears silently fell down my cheeks.

His glare softened a little before he clenched his jaw and huffed, he stood up off of the deck chair and strode off into the house, I sighed and laid back into the chair before wiping at my tears.

How did I ever think that could have gone well...?

After a few more minutes of me sitting and collecting my thoughts, I heard Tae call over to me, "Hey Y/N, where did Jungkook go? He said he was gonna talk to you?" He asked with a slight frown as he jogged over to where I was sat, I put on the best smile I could muster and sat up higher to answer him, "uh, I'm not entirely sure, I think he went inside..." I mumbled and he frowned a little at me in confusion.

"Are you okay?" He asked and crouched down to my level, "not really, but I think you'd rather talk to Jungkook about it." I smiled weakly and I saw the concern in his eyes as he stood and looked from the house back to me, "uh, okay? I'll go and see if I can find him?" I could tell he was both worried yet mainly confused as he made off towards the back door of the large house.

Not long after, Hobi and Jimin had had enough of the pool and made their way towards where I was still sat in the sun, "Hey Y/N, did the others go inside already?" Jimin asked sweetly with his perfect little smile, I couldn't help but smile back as I nodded gently, "yeah I think so."

"Are you guys getting hungry? I'm not sure what Eomma is making for dinner...?" He questioned and I shrugged, "well I'm hungry." Hoseok laughed and Jimin giggled back at him, "okay, well I'll go ask." Without hesitation Jimin then went inside calling for his Eomma.

Hobi sat beside me and sighed in content, "I'm so glad I found you in the capital, or I would've been sitting in my office doing stupid pointless computer work right now, instead of being here and enjoying myself with you and the guys..." He grinned and looked over to me.

His smile was so bright and contagious, even after what happened with Kook, Hobi just manages to make me feel happy and it feels as if I've known him for years...

"Hey Hoseok?" I asked gently and he hummed in response while watching the sunset, "Can I talk to you about Jungkook...?" I asked hesitantly and he broke his gaze with the sunset to look at me in confusion, "what about him?" His eyebrows furrowed and he sat up slightly further after realising I had done previously.

"In the woods earlier, when you guys rode off without us, certain things happened and he uh... He kissed me..." I said the end so quietly it were almost a whisper, but he heard none the less and his reaction was just as expected, "He what!? B-But- he's your brother right!?" He had fully sat up now with widened eyes and his sunny smile long gone.

"Well he is my adopted brother, but, the thing is, I kissed him back..." He looked somehow even more shocked this time, but he gulped and sat back a little not saying anything though clearly urging for me to continue.

"That's what he came over to talk to me about just now, the part that's worst of all is that I don't like him anymore than just my friend and brother, I told him that and he flipped out... I'm not sure if he'll forgive me for this one Hobi..." I mumbled weakly and felt the tears in my eyes once more.

"Hey it's okay beautiful, don't cry... If he doesn't forgive you then he's a jerk, he's just being selfish and not thinking about how you feel, it was a bad move to kiss him back if you didn't feel the same, but everybody makes little mistakes every now and then, you apologised and he's the one who's overreacted, so don't waste your tears." He hummed soothingly as he had moved over to hug me.

I had buried my face into his shoulder to cry and we stayed like that for a while before I had calmed myself in his embrace, "thank you..." I whispered and felt him smile, "you're welcome princess, literally." He laughed a little and I smiled pulling away from him.

"I'm probably gonna head to my room to freshen up before dinner, don't need everyone seeing me like this hey?" I giggled and he frowned slightly, "you always look gorgeous so don't have those thoughts Y/N... But here I'll take you." He smiled sweetly and I blushed as he took my hand to lead me inside and up the stairs to my room.

"Could I come in?" He asked and I didn't see the problem so I nodded and we walked in together, I went to my ensuite to look in the mirror and frowned at how red and puffy my eyes were from crying.

I splashed my face with water and used a towel to dry it but as I looked back up to the mirror Hoseok was standing behind me, "Oh god! Hobi you almost gave me a heart attack!" I panted after I had squealed at his sudden appearance, I laughed a little and held my chest.

My laughed slowly stopped as I noticed he wasn't laughing with me, he wasn't even looking at my face in the mirror he was looking at my exposed neck and shoulders in front of him.

I started to feel uneasy so turned to face him, "Hoseok?" I mumbled and his eyes looked up to mine before he licked his dried lips slightly, I felt my heartbeat quicken at how tense the atmosphere had become as he took one small step closer to me.

"H-Hobi? What are you doing?" I questioned once more only to still get no response, he got so close that I was pressed against the sink and his hands found my waist.

My breath hitched as he moved me away from the bathroom and back into my room, luckily he didn't go to the bed and instead just held me against the wall, "Hoseok stop this right now, whatever you're doing I am not okay and you need to sto-" he shut off my voice by pushing his lips into mine and I pushed my hands against his chest to try and get him away.

I refused to kiss back and kept my mouth closed while trying to push him off of me, he moved his hands from my waist and gripped my wrists before pinning them above my head.

I whimpered as I squirmed in his firm grasp, please... Someone help me...

He moved my wrists together so that he could grip both by only using one hand before he brought the other one down to the hem of my top.

I felt his fingers go under the fabric and start to caress the soft skin above my waist, he quickly moved it round to my back and down into my shorts to squeeze my ass, I stupidly gasped which allowed his tongue access into my mouth.

I started to scold myself in my mind for being so stupid as to allow a partial stranger into my bedroom after knowing he had a thing for me and being warned by the others...

After he had explored my whole mouth much to my disgust he then detached his lips from mine and began to kiss and suck on my neck where he was previously staring, now my mouth was uncovered I made the daring move to talk again.

"Hoseok! Stop it! Let me go!" I started to shout but he moved the hand that was previously in my shorts up to cover my mouth to stop me from making noise.

As he begun to move his kisses lower and I continued to shout muffled by his hand, my bedroom door suddenly flew open...

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- A.N.

Sorry this chapter's shorter!

I wanted to leave it on a cliffhanger... Cause why not 🤷🏼‍♀️

Also sorry Hobi turned out to be some sort of creepy dickhead but like... I needed more drama fuel...

Thank you for reading I hope you liked it!

> Jazzi :)