Y/N's POV

"Uh, J-Just wait a second." I called in panicked response to the faint knocking on my door.

I quickly sprinted to my ensuite to check myself in the large wall mirror.

My eyes were slightly puffy and my face was a little red. I grabbed my powder and used a light covering to hide the redness, but there was nothing I could do to reduce my puffy eyes, they weren't too bad...

I decided that Jimin could wait a little longer outside my door as I used my hands to grip the sink, closed my eyes, and took a slow, deep breath.

It doesn't matter how conflicted you feel...

Just act like nothing's wrong.

You've always been told you're a good actress when you've had to act in commercials, so what's the difference!?

Heartbreak...

I re-opened my eyes at the sound of his voice from my door again, "Y/N, are you okay?" It was a mere mumble but I heard the sorrow that laced the simple question...

Jimin's POV

What am I doing...?

I'm stood here outside Y/N's bedroom door, worrying about how I may have messed up our relationship, when I technically shouldn't care because my girlfriend is right downstairs, thinking that I'm just in the bathroom...

I heard more shuffling from through the mahogany door I had leant my head against and moved back as the slightly rusted handle went down.

There she was.

Standing before me, in the crack she had opened her door.

"What's up Jimin?" She asked casually.

What's up?

I'm not even sure...

"Uh... Well, you left looking upset and uhm, I... I just wanted to talk about earlier and-" I begun while looking at my fingers that I was twiddling, unable to look her in the eye, until she cut me off.

"There's nothing to talk about, Jimin."

I looked up to her in confusion.

I searched for any signs in the sparkle of her eyes, any emotion that might shine through.

But nothing.

I know I shouldn't have kissed her, especially not since I have Seung-Yeon.

But I'm confused with my own emotions.

It's like, I'm still in love with Seung-Yeon, but my feelings for Y/N are also growing like the most painfully beautiful flower out there.

"Oh... Uhm... But Y/N I really want-" Once again I was cut off.

"I'd rather we just pretend as if nothing happened Jimin. Please, can we just at least continue to be friends...?" She frowned a little as I saw the sparkle of her eyes finally show the hurt she felt.

"I... O-Okay..." I sighed, defeated, looking back at the floor.

"Go be with the others Jimin, your girlfriend came to visit, you don't want to waste your time up here." She smiled a little and begun to close the door.

"Won't you come down?" I suddenly asked making her freeze a little before looking back up at me.

"Maybe later." Was the last thing she said before closing the door.

How could I have been so stupid...

I totally messed up the amazing friendship we had...

But somehow that's not the only thing I'm disappointed about...

I shouldn't have had hopes that she'd like me as more than a friend when I already have a girlfriend.

I could never do that to Seung-Yeon...

Y/N's POV

As soon as the door was closed I sighed softly and sat onto the sulked sheets of my bed.

I want someone here with me...

I feel so alone...

I need Koo-

Knock knock

My thoughts were cut off and my eyes shot up as yet another knock was heard at my door.

"Noona?"

A sad smile made it's way to my face as my wishes had been heard, I stood from the bed and opened the door.

As soon as I could see Jungkook I wrapped my arms around him and buried my face into his chest.

"I'm so sorry..." I sobbed quietly.

He wrapped one arm around me before walking us further into my room and closing the door.

We sat onto the bed and he held me close to him, "Hey, shhh, it's okay..." he whispered soothingly and kissed the top of my head.

We stayed like that for a while, just enjoying each other's presence, until I finally stopped crying again. I leant back a little from him and looked him in the eyes. He looked so concerned, like he cared so much.

"Why are you sorry?" He questioned softly, "I... I'm just sorry for everything. I really hope that you find love Jungkook-Ah because you don't deserve this at all." I explained and I saw the pained expression on his face deepen.

"It's okay, it's not your fault. But, I thought we were already okay with that, how come you're so upset again now?" He held my hand gently and stroked my fingers as he questioningly looked back to my eyes again.

"It's nothing I just-"

"It's not nothing, you can tell me Noona, just talk to me like I'm your brother again, please." He begged and I sighed, "I'm jealous okay... I'm jealous of Seung-Yeon."

I wasn't going to tell Jungkook that Jimin had kissed me, or that he had come to visit my room, because it would just make him more upset and probably mad.

"Ah... I see. Well uh, I'm sorry, I don't know how to help you other than to tell you I love you and I know you'll be okay. You're one of the strongest people I know, you helped me through so much in our childhood, I just wish I could do the same for you Y/N-Noona." He mumbled sweetly.

"Thank you Jungkookie." I smiled slightly, "I know it'll hurt to see them together, but it might in a strange way make you feel a little better being downstairs with everyone rather than being shut away with your own thoughts." He then suggested and I nodded slightly with a sigh.

"Just give me a minute to stop looking a mess and I'll be down." I stood from the bed and walked to my ensuite again, "you never look a mess, only ever beautiful." Jungkook sighed making my heart sink a little at his pain.

I really really hope he finds someone to love who loves him back just as much, but I also wish I could've been that for him.

I pretended that I didn't hear him to avoid him feeling awkward and continued to get ready, "would you like me to wait?" He then called and I thought for a moment.

"No it's okay, I'll be down soon, but thank you Kook-Ah." I smiled round the door and he nodded briefly before making his way back out the door and down the stairs.

Once I had made myself look presentable once again, I composed myself and made my way to where everyone else was.

As I entered the room everyone looked to me, except Seung-Yeon who had been telling Jimin something. She didn't stop talking even though he wasn't looking at her any more.

"Ah, Y/N, are you okay?" Tae questioned as I came to sit in the empty space next to Hobi, Tae and Jungkook sat together on one couch as Jimin and Seungyeon sat on another, leaving the empty seat beside Hoseok.

I nodded at Taehyung's question before smiling slightly at Hobi who had smiled at me as I sat down.

"Jiminie? Jimin, are you even listening?" Seungyeon suddenly snapped and Jimin looked back to her, "Uh, Y-Yeah." He mumbled wide-eyed.

She suddenly looked around a little as she noticed nobody was paying attention to her story anymore, she caught eye contact with me and her gaze suddenly widened a little in surprise.

We both didn't say a word while looking each other up and down.

She really was beautiful. Her and Jimin do go well together. She had dark brown hair down to just below her shoulders that she had straightened, she was slim and wore a grey turtleneck jumper tucked into her high waisted black pencil skirt.

Her skin was just as pale and flawless as Jimin's, she was also perfect enough to be a model for Fantasia...

More perfect even than me...

By far more beautiful than me... But a lot of people are, not many are more perfect though, yet of course the girl who got Jimin, must be the most perfect girl to exist.

"Who are you?" She suddenly asked and I looked back up to her eyes, she was very confident, I could tell.

"Uh, Y-Y/N... I am Jungkook's older sister." I explained and she looked at the other guys, "hm... Did I actually ask for your names?"

My jaw dropped at her question, was she really so selfish!? To not even ask their names as she arrived, and just go straight into talking about herself!?

"No. You didn't." Tae answered coldly and she shrugged, "okay so what're your names? Obviously Jimin must've told you that I'm Han Seungyeon so that doesn't need to be stated." She grinned and I frowned.

Bitch...

"I'm Taehyung, That's Hoseok, and this is Jungkook." Taehyung answered once again coldly. "Well, hello, now Jiminie, where was I?" She turned straight back to Jimin who looked extremely awkward and embarrassed.

"Uh, I'm not sure." He answered honestly and she frowned, "so you weren't listening, is it because this girl walked into the room, it better not be. Jimin-Ah, you still love me right?" She whines at him and he nodded rapidly.

"Y-Yes I just also want to think about my guests, I can't just drop everything because you came to visit, you probably couldn't have chosen worse timing actually, since there isn't much space left to sleep." Jimin continued to explain as the rest of us watched Seungyeons frown deepen as he kept talking.

"What about the room I normally stay in?" She asked and Jimin's eyes widened, he moved his vision to look at me quickly with an apologetic glance I couldn't quite understand until his next sentence.

"Y/N is staying in there..." He sighed and my eyes widened. Seungyeon turned to glare at me, "so she really is replacing me! That's fine Jiminie, I'll just have to stay with you in your room!" She said while continuing to glare at me as she spoke.

Jimin looked extremely uncomfortable in the situation, I moved my eyes to look at the rest of the guys, all three of them glaring straight at her with deep hatred and annoyance.

"No it's fine, you can stay in Y/N's room, Y/N and I are siblings, so it would be less uncomfortable for us to stay together than for you to invade Jimin's space, right Jimin?" Jungkook spoke harshly to her and the whole atmosphere grew more tense every second.

"Well I Uh, if that's okay with you Y/N?" He looked back to me and Seungyeon gasped, "You don't want me with you!?" She squealed to Jimin who somehow shrunk down even more into himself, "I-I-I-I d-didn't mean it l-like that! I... I don't know!?" Jimin frowned and looked around the room at everyone.

As if in perfect timing, Chloris appeared at the door, "What is going on in here? If you're discussing sleeping arrangements I already thought about it and was going to ask if Y/N and Jungkook were comfortable in sharing, would that be okay? Since Seungyeon usually uses the room you're staying in Y/N sweetie. You don't mind right?" She asked sweetly with an almost pleading look on her face.

I looked to Jimin who also seemed to be pleading me, and then to Seungyeon who continued to glare at me.

"No I don't mind." I smiled still facing Seungyeon, "Then Jimin gets his own space without any unnecessary disturbances." I continued as the girl's eyes burned holes through me.

"Fine. We can spend time together while I'm here though, right Jimin-Ah?" Seungyeon sighed defeated as she looked back up to Jimin. "Yeah of course Jagiya." He smiled sweetly and kissed her quickly making my insides churn.

At least she won't be sleeping with him...

Well hopefully...

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- A.N.

I apologise greatly that Jimin's girlfriend appeared but she had to to keep the story going...

Please don't hate me... 😬🔫😂

Thank you for reading I hope you liked it!

> Jazzi :)