Y/N's POV

The next few days were tad awkward, but we all dealt with it normally I guess.

Tae and I were fine, since we resolved our tension the night after the game.

Hobi was still extremely awkward around me, it was as if he was afraid to even look at me. Even after what he'd done, I still felt bad.

Jungkook was just Jungkook, thank god. He was normal with me again, but I could see the way he looked at Taehyung and Hoseok, probably not helping the latter's situation at all.

And Jimin.

Well I'm not sure about Jimin, he seemed quieter, we had spoken quite a lot over the past few days, gotten closer... But he just seemed conflicted all the time.

But we all continued on like normal.

"Hey Y/N! C'mon we're going off to help on the farm today! Like food and stuff!" Jungkook smiled to me as I finished brushing my hair, "okay, okay! Kookie I'm coming." I rolled my eyes playfully at him making him pout.

"They're waiting Noonaaa~" he called and tugged my sleeve, I put my brush down and inspected my outfit one last time:

The clothes that Queen Chloris provided me with are all so pretty!

I followed my very excited brother down the stairs and out the front door where the rest of the guys were waiting, "sorry I took a while." I apologised as they saw us.

"Oh it's fine don't worry, you look amazing as usual." Taehyung smiled and I blushed as I always do, "thank you TaeTae."

"C'mon, lets go." Jimin mumbled and walked away from the house.

"What's up with him?" I whispered to Tae and he just shrugged, "Yo Jiminie! Hey, what's up?" Tae jogged off to catch-up with Jimin and the rest of us walked a little further behind.

I could see them talking to each other, but I couldn't hear what they were saying. I tried to listen but was distracted by Jungkook's voice.

"Y/N Noona, I know it's not for a while yet, but I'm worried about when we have to go home. I don't want to leave this place, and even if we have to, what would we say to Eomma?" He asked nervously and I frowned a little before sighing and grabbing his hand.

"Try not to think about it Kookie, let's just enjoy our time here and we'll figure that out when it gets to that point." I tried reassuring him and he nodded a little at me, "Okay, I suppose I should just be grateful we're here at all." He then grinned and Hobi came along beside us.

"I'm super grateful to be here, there's not really anyone in the capital I was close with though, so I'm sorry but I don't have any advice other than to enjoy this as much as you can, that's all I'm doing." He smiled to Jungkook and then looked to me for a split second, before re-averting his eyes elsewhere.

"Hey hurry up slowpokes! The vegetables aren't gonna dig up themselves!" Jimin called back to us, now with a grin present on his beautiful face.

I looked fleetingly over to Tae beside him, he gave me a reassuring smile which I returned before skipping toward them with Jungkook's hand still in my own.

"Uh, so, would it be okay if you Three guys got started on the potatoes over there," Jimin started explaining things and gestured to the large area where there were already a few people digging up potatoes from the ground, before he turned to explain the rest.

"And Y/N could you come with me so I can show you what I wanted you to do?" He asked sweetly, I smiled and nodded in response.

"Why can't Y/N just dig up potatoes with us?" Jungkook asked, frowning at Jimin, "well a few reasons, for starters, I don't make the rules, but women don't usually do digging since it can be bad for your back and we don't want our lovely ladies being in pain now do we?" He giggled at me making my heart flutter.

He's got such an amazing laugh...

"I guess... Okay... Stay safe Y/N-ah!" Kookie smiled a little and I rolled my eyes playfully, "of course silly."

"Come with me." Jimin caught me off guard by grabbing my hand and taking me off towards a barn like building. I blushed and tagged along partly behind him, still focusing on our entwined fingers.

As he opened the large doors, my ears were immediately full of animal sounds, there were sheep everywhere.

"I'm sorry they're a bit loud!" Jimin laughed as we stepped inside, I stared in awe at the large space of animals together.

"They're usually out on the field but the grass is being mowed right now, plus, I wanted you to try this for me." He grabbed my hand again and took me through to a slightly smaller attached room.

The noise wasn't as powerful in here since it was muffled as Jimin closed the door behind us, as I turned and studied the smaller space I noticed that he had brought me to where the lambs stayed.

"Oh my god! They're adorable!" I squealed and crouched to the edge of their fenced off section as they all leapt about, "yeah well, these are our lambs who have been abandoned by their mothers, it's pretty normal for sheep to do it, so don't feel too bad, it just means they have to be bottle fed." Jimin explained and went over to the fridge in the corner of the room.

He grabbed out a few bottles of already prepared milk and took a moment to heat them up for the lambs to drink warm.

"Here, they get pretty greedy so just keep a good grip and make sure to always keep the bottle tilted enough that they aren't just drinking the air in the bottle." He passed me a bottle before climbing over the fence and carefully lifting one of the lambs out.

"Wait what if I do it wrong, Jimin I don't want to do it wrong!" I suddenly panicked and he laughed at me, grinning widely and making his eyes disappear into crescent shapes.

I couldn't help but smile with him even though I was flustered, "here I'll help you with the first one." He managed to suggest through the end of his giggles.

As the small fluffy lamb was placed to the floor I made sure to kneel down to its height. It's little feet skipped over to me as I held the bottle out and Jimin knelt down diagonally behind me.

I felt my heart beat quicken and my breath hitch in my throat as he shuffled closer and put his arms around me to hold the bottle over my hands.

He held his grip strong on my hands that were wrapped tensely around the warm bottle, once it was tilted on the right place the lamb begin to drink and I giggled a little.

"Aw it's so cute." I smiled as it sucked the bottle, I saw Jimin look at me from my perpetual vision and my heart stopped for a second.

He just knelt there beside me with his head facing mine, cute smile on his face, and I didn't know whether to act like I didn't notice his staring... Or just turn and look right into his eyes...

I watched the bottle and made sure my grip stayed tight, even as Jimin's grip loosened on my hands. I noticed that if I tipped the bottle all the way up, the lamb still had well over half left to drink, so we had a while.

I hesitantly turned my head to Jimin's with the smile still present on my face from watching the lamb.

Instead of him getting flustered and turning away after I'd caught him staring, we just maintained eye contact.

We were so close.

His body was practically wrapped around mine.

I watched his eyes scan and study my whole face and decided I would do the same for him.

He had flawless pale skin that contrasted to the pinkness of his plump slightly parted lips. His nose is quite flat but it also resembles a little button nose, I'd not really noticed before how adorable it actually was.

Then his eyes, eyes that could show so much emotion but also hide their true meaning so well... Right now his eyelids were slightly hooded, but the dark sparkling pupils were still visibly doing to me just what I was doing to him.

It was as though he had hypnotised me.

I was put under some sort of trance.

So much so that as we somehow managed to get so close that I could feel his warm breath on my face, I still didn't move away.

But neither did he.

Our eyes locked for one more moment and my nervous ragged breathing suddenly could no longer be heard as I blocked out all the noise from our surroundings.

I'm not sure which one of us moved, but the next thing I knew, the lips I had dreamt of kissing were on my own.

I had closed my eyes.

I couldn't open them, I didn't want to in case I was still dreaming and when I opened my eyes he would be gone.

So I kept my eyes closed.

But I could feel the way Jimin's soft perfect lips gently moved and caressed my own. Our lips connected like matching puzzle pieces.

My whole body was a mix of fireworks and just plain fire. I felt his hands move and grip my waist gently, it sent shivers down my spine...

Our lips moved so delicately and slowly, it was the most perfect kiss...

Until it was interrupted-

The door was shoved open and Jimin and I immediately peeled away from each other. I continued to feed the lamb the last little bit of milk as if nothing had happened.

"Ah Jimin! They said you'd be in here, someone is here to see you honey!" Chloris has appeared at the door and was beaming brightly at Jimin and I.

"O-okay, can we just finish feeding the lambs?" Jimin asked and his mother nodded before coming inside, "it'll be quicker if I help" she smiled and grabbed a bottle.

I was blushing and my breathing was unsteady as I tried to get the thoughts of us kissing out of my mind.

I looked over to Jimin and realised he was looking at me as well, I turned away quickly and lifted the lamb I had fed into a different pen to the others, so that we knew which we had fed and which we hadn't.

All three of us continued to feed the lambs in silence until they had all finished, "alright come on Jiminie!" Chloris grinned and grabbed her sons hand to pull him to the exit.

My mind was spinning.

What the hell did we just do in there!?

I raised my fingers to delicately touch my lips before smiling slightly.

I followed them both back to the mansion, still in a daze...

As we got inside, the others were already there, I could hear them talking.

But...

There was a new voice...

A girl...

We made our way to the living room and as soon as Jimin had entered the room someone squealed, "Oppaaa~!" Before I could comprehend what was happening, a girl had run up to Jimin and latched herself onto him.

I was shoved out of the way during her running and almost fell, if Jungkook hadn't caught me.

"Thanks." I mumbled before turning to look at the new person in the house, what I saw broke my heart.

Now I was even more confused...

The girl was stood on her tip toes with her arms wrapped around Jimin's neck. He had his hands resting gently on her waist and a smile on his face as they kissed.

"I... I need to go, I'll be back in... I need to go..." I whispered to Jungkook who was beside me and squeezed past Jimin to exit the room.

As I was making my way up the stairs I heard that they had stopped kissing, "aish, Han-seung, it's been so long, it's good to see you." I heard Jimin giggle a little and that's all else I needed to hear to let my tears fall.

I shut myself in my room and cried.

I cried until I started to think about how pathetic I was being.

I decided I wasn't going to say anything to anyone about our kiss... And that I was going to be strong.

I wasn't going to show that I cared about him or his girlfriend, I was going to do as Hobi told me.

I'm going to enjoy my time here, with my friends, until I'm forced to leave.

Who cares how Jimin feels!?

Knock knock

"Y/N... Can I come in?"

Jimin...

I care...

~🌸~

- A.N.

Sorry I took so long to update, I kinda forgot this story existed till my best friend reminded me.

I'm also sorry about the events that took place in this chapter...

Oops...

Thank you for reading I hope you liked it!

> Jazzi :)