I'm dangling over the stars
with a chemical fascination
brimming over the edge
contemplating those thoughts
a tuneless melody soldiering on

I wondered how many times I craved
to hurl myself past the threshold
i wondered how many times I stilled
those selfish wants,
with a lullaby
but I ain't tricking no one

Need this feeling
I do
I don't
want this feeling
even if I find paradise lost
I don't want to
be this way