Belonging to a family, making it unworthy
Looking for a way to fix it every day.
Over all the pain!
Over all the power you gain!
Don't return now, forget it all now.

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Tried something a little different with this poem, interpret it however you like but for me, it's about belonging to the James family which is unworthy to have me as a part of it since all it does is cause pain and from my pain, they gain power, And those who abandoned me, hurt me or used me better not return and are just best forgetting about me.