Aphmaus POV
I'm an idiot. The biggest idiot. I let the love of my life leave me and now I'm miserable. Its been a month and I'm still not over the fact that he's gone. I keep wanting to wake up and then this would all be some twisted dream. I walked over to !my desk and started writing.

Dear Garroth,
You will probably never receive this but I needed to get my feelings out. I feel like an idiot letting you go. I should've never let you leave I should've never broken up with you. I have yet to go a day that I do not think of you. You're always in my heart and always on my mind. I can't cope with the fact that I'll never see you again...I'll never hold you in my arms and never get to kiss you. I can't believe how STUPID I was. I regret every day letting you go and I will forever regret it. It doesn't matter if you do come back I will always regret it. I will never stop loving you I will never love anyone else. Nobody understands the pain I'm hiding. Everyday I see at least 20 things that remind me of you.

Today I am trying to let go but its impossible. I haven't been fighting as well since you left. I don't get as many bulls-eyes and I can't focuse its hard to focuse on attacking when all I want to do is be in your arms. I know it sounds cheesy but its true! I miss you and your everything and if I could see you just one more time outside of my dreams I would be happy. I love you

~Yours truly
Aph ❤

I closed the letter into an envelope and wrote To Garroth on it. I hid it somewhere knowing it would never get to him. I softly cried and then went downstairs in uniform.

"Morning Cheif" I nodded

"You're on post today?" Dale asked I shrugged and went outside to finish eating. I felt a presence next to me. I turn and see Laurence who was staring at me trying to get an answer of some sort out.

Garroths POV
Guarding is boring. All I do is stand there waiting for things that'll never happen. Its funny when I was a boy I used to think this was the job to do! This was what I always wanted that is until I met Aph now I want to be by her side and hold her and kiss her and just be with her. The kings community ball was tomorrow night. I had that night off...the community ball was for the whole community to come and just have a fun time. Its pretty much the same thing as when Aph and I came. I figured they'd be coming and decided to guard the treasure room. I told the other one to leave because I had it all under control he nodded and left. Wow these knights are dumb! I waited and waited and Zenix tried to distract me. I smirked and whispered.

"Time Garroth don't worry I'll let them in" his eyes widened I lifted my helmet do he could see my face. I could see him smile through his eyes. He winked and left. I saw Aph coming with Laurence...did they get together? No. she stopped in her tracks when she saw I wasn't distracted. She pulled out a sword and I lifted my hand to say there was no need. She then looked so confused and I couldn't help but chuckle at her cutness. She went into the treasure room keeping a close eye on me. I smiled knowing she was watching me as Laurence lowered a bag out the window to Zenix and Dale. Once the gold was secure they ran off but Aph never kept her confused glance off of me. I waved goodbye as they rounded a corner. I got to see her again...maybe one day Aph maybe one day...

Zenix's POV
I can't believe it...THAT WAS GARROTH!!!!!! Ugh why didn't I say anything why didn't I beg him to come back?!? I'm an idiot for not asking or pleading him to come back. I didn't have time to talk but I should've. Runt would be happy and that would make us happy! Should I tell her that guard was Garroth? Would she get mad? Would she be more sad? Would she be happy? I just don't know anymore its so confusing! I want her to be happy but I also wanna protect her from more heartbreak then she already has. Ugh why can't I just know what to do?!? I was pacing back and forth around my room debating whether to tell her it was him or not.

"Zenix I need to check for any cuts or burns its the monthly check up you're next so hurry up" Zoey informed me. Laurence told me he likes her...I hope he doesn't get hurt like Runt. I walked into the treatment room and sat down.

"Ok you'll need to remove your shirt please" I removed my shirt revealing all my wounds that have never been treated. She told me to let down so I did so. She started with the burns.

"I'm applying cold water onto your burns in this water has herbs that help with healing so itll sting"

"I'm a man I can taAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I didn't expect it to hurt this much I was clenching a pillow to transfer the pain but it didn't work. She was trying not to laugh. She removed the water cloth and went to drench it again.

"I told you it would hurt"

"I didn't think it would hurt that much"

"Well now you do so anticipate the pain" I took a deep breathe and relaxed I had the pillow in my hand and clenched it trying to hide a scream of pain. Runt leaned on the door way  I could feel her smirking.

"I heard the screams thanks Zenix"

"For what?"

"For making me smile"

"Glad to know my pain is making someone happy"