A/N this is all in Aphs POV cause Garroth was only walking so it was boring

Aphmaus POV
It had been four days...four days since that TERRIBLE day. I hated what I did. In two days it would be official that he died. I needed to get my mind off things somehow! I walked to my closet and put on a sweater I snuck out my window and started to shoot arrows. It didn't work and Zenix saw me.

"Aphmau...? What're you doing?"

"I...I...wa....wanted...t...to...cl...clear...my...H...head" I stuttered still unable to talk well.

"I understand" and he left. I tried to shoot more but I couldn't I could only see the blossom tree and could only feel pain. I ran inside and into my room I threw my bow and fell on my bed crying into my pillow. Dale walked in.

"Its good that you moved the muscles needed it" idiot I couldn't care less about my muscles I moved trying to clear my head from a thought that'll always be there. Garroths dead because of me!

*the next day
I didn't move I didn't talk I didn't eat. I was where I started, alone, depressed, regretful! I didn't pay attention to anything around me. I don't know if anyone came into my room though I'm sure they did. I just cried until I had no more tears. I wanted to die my heart was hurting and I couldn't fix it! Tomorrow Garroth will not show up and he will officially be known as dead. I can't do it. I can't live with out him!

The Next Day
I woke up realising he was gone. I decided to stop my pity party and I went downstairs to eat. I walked in and everyone noticed I sat down and started eating quietly. After I was finished my food I whispered.

"I'm going outside for some fresh air"

They nodded not saying a word. I walked outside and to the blossom tree. I sat with my back up against the trunk. I looked up to see the sky through the branch's I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I brought my head back down and watched a blossom fall. It slowly went from fully white to fully pink. I guess the thought of true love is enough to change them...

A/N sorry its short but next chapter will be better promise!