Jungkook was shocked to say the least.

He didn't want to believe this, he can't believe this.

"no no no no no....This cant be '' Jungkook said. His hands were shaking violently as he brought them to his face, running his fingers through his hair. "i-i didn't do it. I'm not a monster, i'm not a monster"

He stared at the floor with wide eyes. All the things people said about him echoed through his mind. 

The insults

The degrading

The curses

The hatred 

Everything.....

"i'm not a monster..... I-i would never.....Right? No no, it can't be" Jungkook chuckled. He tried so hard to make himself believe that. But he had seen it with his own eyes now. It was him, his face was under the hood. "jungkookieee you're not evil, you're good yes yes good"

The wizard his scene woke up the drained prince who looked around sheepishly and confused.

He doesn't remember getting into the bed at all. But the noise quickly caught his attention and he turned to his side. Seeing Jungkook cradling on the floor with his fingers in his hair in a stressed out way.

"Jungkook?'' Taehyung said while getting out of bed and kneeling next to the raven.

"i-i didn't do it Tae. I didn't. I would never kill him!" Jungkook said and grabbed onto Taehyung's arm. "Tell me I didn't do it...."

"You didn't. I believed you then, i still do. "

"Then why was I there....Why did I see myself in there....... Why did I do it?" Jungkook felt tears in his eyes. He thought it was behind him, that he was going to find the killer and get revenge. But how was he supposed to put this to an end if the one he is after is himself?

"Kook, you're not thinking right. We will talk about this tomorrow. Please get some rest."

"i-i cant.....I don't understand"

"shh, just come here. It's okay, I will stand with you. But tomorrow, not now." Taehyung pulled the raven into his arms and held him gently. Pressing Jungkook's face against his chest as if he was protecting him.

"I'm not a monster...." is the last thing Jungkook said before he let himself slumber away in the prince's arms. Falling into a deep slumber filled with nightmares...

"..."

Screams filled his ears. Crying people ran past him. 

It was hot

His eyes shot open and he looked around. Jungkook smiled, they were afraid.

"Good," he said and smirked. He raised his arm and the flames that burned their homes went bigger. The wood of their walls cracked and fell apart, engulfed in the deadly flames.

"yes run, run away little people. Make way for ME '' Jungkook laughed and he now put both hands extended next to him. He made a movement as if lifting something heavy.

And he was.

The ground on which he stood broke free and he rose up into the sky. High enough to observe the chaos.

He could see a stream of people running through the main street. A grin appeared on his face and he pointed his finger, saying a few words, as soon as he lowered his hand the ground sank beneath their legs and half of the group fell into a pit. 

Jungkook's evil laughter filled the air. A sound that made the villagers run faster. Dropping their belongings along the way. They thought they would get away.

But Jungkook wouldn't let them.

He extended his hand again and opened his fingers. The last group froze in place screaming.

"so, weak" he closed his fingers and the people got crushed by an invisible force. Their bodies squashed and dropped to the ground lifeless and bleeding.

He started laughing again in his own power...

"..."

With a gasp Jungkook shot up in bed and fell off. His eyes were wide and hands feeling around for his nightstand. 

"no no....This isn't me....This isn't right" Jungkook muttered and gave up on finding the light. He leaned against the bed and held his head.

Thus cant be one of his memories, uts impossible! 

Jungkook would never do such a thing like that. He would be scared, or angry. An overwhelming emotion always triggered him. It didn't make sense, this 'dream' he seemed fully conscious and doing this willingly.

Jungkook wouldn't, he doesn't want to do those things like that. He wasn't evil like that. Jungkook wants to do good.... But he just isn't too good at it.

But then...The fire... Jungkook was always good at controlling fire. Nonono

He refuses.

The raven stood up from the ground and rushed out of the cabin and went outside. There, he looked at his hands....

They looked the same...

He closed his eyes for a moment while he gathered power to create flames in his hands. When he opened them he only felt worse.

These flames also looked the same.

"i can't be....That" Jungkook flopped down on the grass and held his head chanting a row of words to himself. Telling himself he was not a monster. He was not a murderer....

Wait...

He was....

Suddenly the past village came to his mind. All those people that died there, all because of him.

Jungkook killed them.... 

"i.......NO!" Jungkook felt his emotions burst out and he let out a short cream as he flung his arms away from him. Fire sprung from the air around him creating a burning wave that faded a few meters from him. 

Zuzu felt the sudden heat and whined, looking back at the burned spot on her oasis shell.

"Zuzu....I-im sorry...." Jungkook said softly and curled up in a ball, hugging his knees. 

See....He even hurt Zuzu.....if he can do this he probably did kill his world Taehyung too....

"I am a monster..."

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Very short chapter i know. Im sorry. I still hope it was alright. This chapter was a bit more into Jk's character and thoughts. It was quite a challenge to decide the perfect reactions without revealing a lot hmmhmm.

See you in the next chapter!👀

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